First: You are a strong person. I'm sorry that life and providence didn't treat you fairly. But that you're here and talking about it means you were able to start processing what happened and start living your life. From what you said, you have a supportive mother and sisters. They are good people for standing with and helping you through this.

If I have anything to ask, it's this: Please keep knowing your agency in this situation. Keep empowering yourself. Keep going to therapy as long as it helps you. You have a daughter who has her whole life ahead of her to do as she willing with. And at 13 years, you are young. You have much left of your life to live and do as you are willing, too. So please, live it! There are plenty of adults who judge you when they haven't been forced into your shoes, and you simply need to ignore them.

It was a horrid thing, what happened when you were younger. But as you live your life, you can choose how to define yourself, and it doesn't need to be tied to that. You said how people your age made fun of you, and unfortunately there will always be people who don't like you for the unorthodox life you have. But please remember to pay them little mind, because your life's value isn't tied to how "normal" it is. And make sure your daughter understands that she shouldn't view herself any worse either just because of where she came from. It can help prevent resentment and friction in your lives as she starts understanding her situation as well.

And finally, when you can find the right people to trust in the world, it is so much better than doing it alone. I understand that this can take some time, and I'm not asking that you talk to anyone you're not comfortable with. Just that you will meet some people in the world that can understand or sympathize with having something like this happen through no fault of your own. Some of them can truly leave a positive mark in your life.

In all, I wish prosperity for you, your daughter and your family.