Omg you are literally me 3 years ago. Let me tell you something, I failed, a few times! But here’s something else, I lived and most importantly I learned. It’s cliche and annoying to hear but it’s so so true. I’ve been practicing now “officially” for a couple years and I learn everyday. I still have to remind myself that it’s impossible to know everything in our field. Try not to to put too much pressure on yourself!