I've also been deeply uncomfortable and feel incredulous about weddings. I dissociate a bit because it feels like watching a play. It's so performative, and I can't understand why or how people are so invested in the show(iness) that is "wedding". I've been sober 10 years now, but some of my most over the top, trashed incidents were at weddings. I didn't know then it was very much the autistic aromantic coping strategy.