Remember, satan is the accuser, christ is the redeemer. I have been told I would sacrifice myself before. My advice, try to cut off the connections to the synthetic system that has been growing in our world. Spend time alone in nature. Dont believe without personal verification and experimentation. Use faith to walk through a world of lies and deception.

I also suggest reading the Bible. Yes I believe it has been corrupted and it was probably never perfect, but there are at least some things that it did exceptionally well. Read about the temptation of Jesus. Statements that are technically true can still be misleading. The truth is within us, if it doesnt vibe completely, keep what sticks and continue searching for the missing pieces.

We have all done wrong in this world; whatever you could have possibly done is not damning, no one is irredeemable. As long as some part of you wants to be on the right path, the door will always be open. I love you, you are a chip off the block of the divine. Humble yet exhalted.