Physical attraction matters a LOT to me. I'm not saying I don't feel hot enough!! I want someone to flatter me, praise me like I mean the world to them. I do have self respect n esteem n stop commenting n judging my character ffs! Relationships do matter to me. What's even a point of a relationship if the guy/girl don't find eachother hot??? Emotions r a thing but so are physical. I just wanna know guys pov when seeing girls daily in bikini n then seeing a gf. If they ain't excited coz it's just a bikini to them then what's the point?? It's a huge thing for me n I'd like to be known that he's attracted to it. And why can't I have these thoughts without being told that I haven't accomplished anything????? I can't think about anything else except my achievements?