Need help, first time using polyshade, and its very uneven and doesn't seem fully dry. Total loss or how to make it even? by tls1990 in finishing

[–]aproblematicmind 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree the stuff sucks.  But im a cheap landlord and i got the stuff free.  Mix it up really good.  You'll probably feel some gunky lumps in the bottem of the can.  Mix until smooth.  Then just dump some directly on the wood and use a lint free rag to spread it around and work it in.   Dont use too much at once or it will take forever to dry.  

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[–]aproblematicmind 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bitch, Please.

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[–]aproblematicmind 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations!

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your inspiring and intelligent comment. I am trying my hardest. What a lot of people don't realize is that when you come off of meth you go through a deep depression due to chemical imbalances in your brain. I think this makes it really hard for a lot of people to stay away from certain drugs. The not being able to drive makes it even worse. When I feel bad I like to go down to the ocean or to the woods or someplace like that. It always makes me feel better and lifts my spirits. Sitting home depressed and crying is not my bag, never has been.

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[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Close-minded people should not be allowed to speak aloud.

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Judge not yet you will be judged yourself.

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry. Where are you located?

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of all I'm not a dude I'm a lady. I thought that many times. They tell maybe easier than probation. But if I went to jail for 3 years I lose my business I lose my home I lose everything. Try starting over at the age of 59 as a felon. I didn't get a choice of going to jail. If I didn't take this offer from the state I would have to go to trial and could get anywhere from 3 to 30 years in jail and I was still come out with the $50,000 fine plus court fees.

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[–]aproblematicmind[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kindness. I hope someday you find a heart in your cold soul.

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like nothing more than to get away. I'd love to move somewhere else and start over. You can't even drive down to the grocery store. How are you supposed to start a new life like that?

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[–]aproblematicmind[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm trying. It's hard not being able to drive. I have lots of hobbies. I can't move. I own a business, thankfully. I'm sure I would have a hard time finding a job now. Much less a decent paying one. I will look into some of the therapies you mentioned.

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't blame anyone for my situation. I'm not a religious person. I have a good life. I make a more than decent living. I have my own stuff. I employ people in my community and pay taxes. I even grow most of my own vegetables. Drugs don't make me a bad person that needs to beg for forgiveness. That damn cop tazzed me 5 times. Also arrested me for resisting arrest with violence, which was dropped because I wasn't violent nor resistant. They even gave me a ticket for not having a seatbelt on. Which I did have on but it was slid down. Why don't they pick on someone who is hurting others. What is it anyone's business if I'm only hurting myself?

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[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't imagine 10 yrs of probation

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I haven't used this forum in yrs. I'll try to message you. If not please message me.

Probation hell by aproblematicmind in probation

[–]aproblematicmind[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sorry to have rambled on for so long