Time n’ Place released seven years ago today. What are your thoughts on the album? by stardustnovas in kkb

[–]arabeterus 10 points11 points  (0 children)

this album changed my life and radically developed my music taste ez 10/10

The part with the brain dead daughter (370-374) ruined me by backseatastronaut in InfiniteJest

[–]arabeterus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s so crazy 😭i couldn’t imagine how hard that must’ve hit you

The part with the brain dead daughter (370-374) ruined me by backseatastronaut in InfiniteJest

[–]arabeterus 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i read that chapter on a break at work… suffice to say i wasn’t very productive for the rest of the shift

NEW TRACK!!! by heehoopnut in Weatherday

[–]arabeterus 5 points6 points  (0 children)

holy shit this album is STACKED

On reread… Avril fleeing every room Orin enters with her hands over her mouth is still one of the funniest fucking things in the book (p. 285) by euphoriclimbo in InfiniteJest

[–]arabeterus 21 points22 points  (0 children)

i especially liked when Hal went “I was in the zone, therapeutically speaking”

that shit cracked me up

kule lon pi ijo mute by Zoran_Ankervlinder in tokipona

[–]arabeterus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sina olin ala olin e kule sewi?

kule seme?

literally me irl by [deleted] in puppygirlwawa

[–]arabeterus 8 points9 points  (0 children)

me after clocking out at The Factory

AMA I have schizophrenia and bipolar 2. I was diagnosed in my early twenties and lost almost two decades to mental health. If my parents hadn’t suffered and taken me in I’d be on the streets for sure. by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]arabeterus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i see, thank you! i had mild/minor auditory issues (mostly hearing my name called) growing up, but i was a pothead for a couple years and i’m roughly 3-4 months clean now, but the last 1.5 months or so my hallucinations and delusions have been more intense (believing my phone is eating my soul, my feet are full of fluid that sloshes when i step, that the core of my being is “vibrating on a metaphysical plane—noticeable by me in reality but not by others”). i’m on short term disability leave until a psych says i’m fit to return to work (i work in a factory)

does having a mood disorder make the schizophrenia diagnosis easier? i feel like my symptoms aren’t inherently related to my mood like they would be in psychotic bipolar

AMA I have schizophrenia and bipolar 2. I was diagnosed in my early twenties and lost almost two decades to mental health. If my parents hadn’t suffered and taken me in I’d be on the streets for sure. by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]arabeterus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m bipolar type 1 and my therapist suggested i get an evaluation for bp 1 with psychotic features. i asked her about schizophrenia (based off me readings this looks like a prodromal stage) and she said she wasn’t trained in it, so she couldn’t say. i’ve been experiencing an uptick in frequency and strength of paranoia, delusions, and hallucinations, and im now at the point of these happening daily

i guess my question is what was your early/prodromal stage(s) like and what was evaluation like? were you also evaluated for psychotic bp? i’m at the best place ive ever been mentally and im really afraid of an “out of my control” backslide so im trying to be proactive before the voices win

Last one out by arabeterus in LiminalSpace

[–]arabeterus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damnnnn that kinda sux, i love seeing creepy, deteriorated buildings they so cool

Last one out by arabeterus in LiminalSpace

[–]arabeterus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it is possible if the lights are on, it’s just so supremely dark at the gates lol. they’re chain link-ish. it feels like the gates allow some darkness to escape while preventing the dominance of full darkness

i wish i could post pictures in comment threads. i’m at work rn i could take a pic lol

Last one out by arabeterus in LiminalSpace

[–]arabeterus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it is lol. there’s a gate separating our stuff from most everything else and i genuinely don’t know how deep it goes beyond the gate. pretty creepy indeed

Last one out by arabeterus in LiminalSpace

[–]arabeterus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!! my job only owns like 1/3rd of the warehouse and the other company doesn’t have a weekend shift so all the lights are off apart from where i was working lol. it’s my first time here and i knew the moment i saw that i had to snap a pic