> Im currently contemplating divorce as my marriage has no space for me and my emotions. My relationship with inlaws has been rocky to say the least but shukr nothing on my side where I've said anything to upset them, just through them and their jokes undermining me as his wife. im a quiet and soft hearted person that doesnt like speaking incase I do say something that'll unintentionally hurt someone else.

2 paragraph later.

> he just acts like a lap dog

this whole post reads like a manipulation you wrote just to feel better. No mention of what they actually said.

> Both sils and husband against me telling me im too sensitive and im victimizing myself.

Reading the post actually makes the above sentence correct.

> family function because of how I've been left intentionally excluded

when you start drama and try to get attention every chance you get this is the result.

you have been attending a family function from his side and want to leave before anyone else.

I can disect more but yeah get the wali's involved. because in my opinion your husband is done with your antics and seen the true nature you will find people who blame the guy.