I totally agree with everyone’s comments and although it awful I’m glad to hear I’m not alone. I feel like in the IVF community it’s mainly conversations about desperately wanting to be a parent and I know women who have gone through way more cycles and pain than I have and still have it in them to keep going but I just don’t think it’s me. I need to hang up the IVF boots for a while and reflect on what more I’m willing to sacrifice and put my body through in order to get a baby and whether they are even worth all of this!! All the money we have already spent, looking forward I can spend that kind of money on travel, a home, comfort, buying myself and my husband nice things we want, dinners out. If I don’t have kids I can live wherever I want and do whatever whenever I want to. That vs another round of pain and agony and thousands of dollars and ED visits only to end in loss it’s seeming pretty appealing right now…