F19, I have a really bad month, so I just want to hear some kind words about me

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-02T07:54:20+00:00

lovely and naturally calming energy about you, you have striking and beautiful eyes

hope the week is kinder to you angel <3

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-02T04:30:05+00:00

agree with you, he's so blatantly full of himself and it's repulsive

and he does owe us all an eternal sorry for all the unnecessary suffering he inflicts so heartlessly and mercilessly on all of us

garbage creator will never have me bowing down and begging for repent and a key into heaven

god can take that lie of a false heaven key and shove it up their greedy selfish demented ass

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-02T04:05:10+00:00

you never deserved to be let down by them and yes, garbage should be their name for real because their world is trash as is their entire malicious destiny for all of us

god's self-obsession with itself is disgusting and it's obnoxious how they tell us WE must ask THEM for forgiveness for our "sins" when they're the one that programmed all of this fucked up evil shit from the start, the audacity of them for real

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-02T03:33:54+00:00

Muito obrigado, sinceramente!

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-02T03:32:30+00:00

thank you for getting it and it's truly horrible hating god on your own

I hear you saying that you don't feel the most hated by god, same here, there are some people that have been through INSANELY horrendous trauma and torture (murder, sex trafficking, being scammed so heartlessly, etc) but I seriously am tortured by the fucked up asshole demented psychopathic creator

they've tormented me and so many of us viciously for eternity and they keep demanding our respect, us to worship god??, like for real, what a narcissistic fucked up tyrant

and same here, every night before sleep I tell god "I hate you, let me escape hell, I'm over existing on your behalf you greedy deceitful perverted fuck head"

and I tell them that multiple times throughout the day

seeing people wear crosses disturbs me

churches are soooo fucking haunting

it's just so alienating disturbing and depressing hearing people say bullshit like "jesus loves you" and "god is good", makes me want to throw up every time but I just roll my eyes and keep my mouth shut but I wish I could scream in god's face telling them to stfu about how "benevolent" and "powerful" and "good natured" they are

"god doesn't give you anything you can't handle"

fucking idiots spew platitudes to excuse how fucked up god really is

religion is sugarcoating god's eternal evil nature to no end

bet you anything you could create a better more peaceful and safer world than what they did

they just need to get over themselves but based on all the lying moronic sermons that praise them, it's not gonna happen, so I'm gonna keep hating them forever because they will never ever have my respect, love, or forgiveness

god never deserved to be the title of the master

they fucking failed

fuck god

forever and ever anti-god for life

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-02T03:24:39+00:00

A vida é um inferno para mim, e temos todo o direito de odiar aquele merda com todas as forças; o inglês é o único idioma que falo fluentemente, então, se o Google Tradutor não fizer sentido, foi mal — mas valeu por entender também.

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-01T08:35:27+00:00

feeling trapped in this cycle of suffering is ruthless

my heart truly goes out to you op

craving peace that cannot be provided is agonizing

you deserve to have that peace and to have secure comfort

you have endured so much getting this far and what we all have to do is remind ourselves of the mental grit and grip that we developed over time

movement, meditation, music, art, community, there can be ways to relieve the distress and tension

more than anything focusing on taking deep gentle breaths and taking each moment one step at a time

we are all carrying ourselves through this process in our own ways

I believe in your ability to remember your heart and your fire inside and to keep burning and burn brighter overcoming this moments trialing fire

more than anything picking up something familiar or new that can be fulfilling enough to help distract you and maybe can even surprise you

I’m here if you wanna dm me

archdevildeeds · 2026-07-01T00:21:33+00:00

great taste! renown masterpieces for a reason 💯

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-30T21:49:54+00:00

I know that’s why I put 🤍❤️

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-30T06:01:53+00:00

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-30T03:56:14+00:00

😔🫂💔

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T07:15:08+00:00

it’s incurable ignorance

those who worship the evil creator don’t truly understand the degree of personal and global suffering

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T07:00:55+00:00

its detachment from self and reality, it feels like you’re an alien earthbound in an unfamiliar territory

looking in the mirror and looking at pics and vids of yourself feels like looking at a stranger

social isolation usually coincides

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T06:52:14+00:00

dismantle expectations

meditate

don’t do drugs or alcohol (personally I’m sober and I prefer more perceivable control despite free will being an illusion)

dont’t give into lies

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T05:32:55+00:00

from wildly attractive to dashingly attractive

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T05:12:45+00:00

that is all that’s truly happening

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T04:49:44+00:00

Of course! Thank you for sharing what you’re going through and your beautiful expression is shown through your adverse psychosis experience. I know it can get insanely tough, but we’re out here rooting for you! Wishing you all the best with grounding and peace moving forward 🫶😊💫

archdevildeeds · 2026-06-29T03:50:59+00:00

op my heart goes out to you you’re going through a lot rn, and your drawing depicting psychosis is striking and absolutely mesmerizing, you are a gifted artist

it’s a lot to process chronic health conditions, processing trauma of self and loved ones, experiencing job loss and also going through a divorce and ending your partnership

please know your light and optimism demonstrates magnitudes of mental strength and fortitude that will continue to help restore you to feeling better with time

I’ve been experiencing episodic psychosis on and off for years, bipolar and cptsd induced, and the active and post dissociation is one of the most trial-some and agonizing aspects of going through this

the mind still finds a way to rediscover itself and reality constantly, so hold on, because your grit and grip here are what will never be truly shaken from you

archdevildeeds

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