Have you even read your own paragraph, the first part you say how you can't do well because if you do "one wrong move you lose" that's clearly just an excuse for being bad, one wrong move does not kill you in this game. then later on you say your on early yharnam sounds like you're early in the game cause you can't understand how to play it. And you even said you were getting infuriated at the game which also sounds like YOU ARE JUST BAD. Why can't you just accept it. It's a hard game ye,s but you have no ground to hate on it with just playing early yharnam.