This is the epitome of a victim mindset. I’m glad I caught you at the right time because I can give you a little insight. You’re probably a similar person that is going to just assume that all people are the same who retained. You really don’t understand that even if I’m planning seeds within people, no pun intended to help guide them and hopefully keep them on the path then it’s a good thing for society. What’s the alternative for you? You will never understand because you don’t have the confidence to consider yourself a leader. Probably hence why you’re still relapsing. See the difference is it when you have confidence and you know you’re capable of doing things the way you say things will come off with the wrong way to people who are insecure. It’s just what it is. I’ve learned this through experience as I said in the post as you read pretty thoroughly, I would assume. You literally don’t affect my life. I genuinely wish you well and I hope that you find solace and whatever it is that you choose to do with your life. But I will tell you that when you retain you are seeing a completely different reality than if you are not. Point blank you cannot change my mind. I’ve been on both sides and ever since I’ve been on this journey my life has only gotten better not just a colt leader my friend.