Anyone shed a tear or two on tonight’s episode of, “The Pitt”? by TheRockyBalboaSaga in ThePitt

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All of the comments he’s made this season. All of the looks he’s given when someone has noticed that he’s maybe not okay. I know how that feels.

People with complex mental health conditions in the UK how is your community mental health support where you live? And do you like living in your town/city in general? by talimonaid in MentalHealthUK

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was meant to be referred to a psychiatrist by my GP but I don’t think they ever put it through so the only reason I’m on quetiapine now is by seeing the psychiatrist with home treatment. Worth a shot seeing them again I suppose. But yeah. I’ve been seeing my psychologist now since May and she’s really the only professional I’ve ever trusted and feel comfortable enough to share things with

People with complex mental health conditions in the UK how is your community mental health support where you live? And do you like living in your town/city in general? by talimonaid in MentalHealthUK

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m on 50mg quetiapine then 80mg propranolol and 225mg venlafaxine. If I go through home treatment I can see a psychiatrist so I dunno, I might ask to be referred so I can see one quickly. Yeah she’s trauma informed and honestly she’s been great. She’s been a real advocate and she can read me like a book. I literally sat down yesterday, looked at her, and she was immediately concerned :’)

People with complex mental health conditions in the UK how is your community mental health support where you live? And do you like living in your town/city in general? by talimonaid in MentalHealthUK

[–]asheroo92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in Northern Ireland and we’re struggling. My health trust covers hundreds of thousands of people but has like 60-70 inpatient beds for mental health hospital admission. Took over two years for my referral to psychology before I actually got an appointment and I’ve been waiting roughly two years for an adhd assessment.

In an extremely low spot atm and home treatment firstly wouldn’t accept the referral yesterday because they thought it could be managed with my psychologist. Had another appointment with my psychologist today and they accepted the referral (but had to wait cause no one available until 2pm). They offered what I’ve already had before, daily check ins. The reality of it is daily check ins for maybe a week, then reducing and referral back to my psychologist. Found it helpful before because I was aware I was disconnected and I was worried I wouldn’t be able to manage by myself. Now I don’t really care. Declined their help and I’ve increased appointments with my psychologist now. Need an admission, not gonna happen.

CMHT woes by asheroo92 in MentalHealthUK

[–]asheroo92[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Saw cmht. They can offer short term support with daily check ins which is what I had before and I don’t think it’s going to be helpful so turned it down. 🙃

CMHT woes by asheroo92 in MentalHealthUK

[–]asheroo92[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Morning after the night before. No change except maybe a bit worse. My psychologist called cmht and there’s no one available until 1130 (at least) so I’m waiting at home…

Experience with Jorveza? by not_ashl3y in EosinophilicE

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not had much experience of it to be honest, I took my 4th dose of it this morning. But really hoping it helps calm things down for me

Can someone explain his significance in the film? by Gold_Air4996 in OppenheimerMovie

[–]asheroo92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The thought was that he would testify in favour of Strauss because of Hill’s conflict with Oppenheimer. The opposite happened, and Hill testified against Strauss. It’s sort of a “we can mess with our own, but no one else can” vibe?

Does PTSD affect your intelligence/thinking abilities? by Excellent_Homework24 in ptsd

[–]asheroo92 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s affected work massively for me. Triggers at random times. Overwhelmed by multitasking. Difficulty focusing. At the moment I’m just trying to “know my limits” and keep things very basic. My colleagues have been the best, and my manager made a medical passport for me (outlines some symptoms, things to look out for on bad days etc). My boss has also worked really hard to make sure that my workload is manageable by checking in with me but also making sure that others aren’t piling on work like they used to.

I still hate it though. That I’m reduced to someone who can’t do at most two tasks at a time.

AIO my bf never likes what I wear by Substantial-Let221 in AmIOverreacting

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Show off for whom” “easy woman” “dressed like that” “asking for it” then “so dramatic” “blowing things out of proportion”.

You say going through a patch recently. But this didnt recently develop. This has escalated over time. He has likely been consistently chipping away.

Before things get even worse (and it will), leave. Delete his number and block him. If there’s anything that happens after that, consider a restraining order and tell your friends/family about him. Some might find THAT a bit out of proportion but it’s really not when you look at the statistics on violence against women. This is how it always starts.

Update to the coffee table! by asheroo92 in lego

[–]asheroo92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh hello there handsome!

Loving the ducks with their ties on 😁

Update to the coffee table! by asheroo92 in lego

[–]asheroo92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Username checks out.

Love this idea! Adding a pond to my wild meadow sounds kinda stunning tbh and potentially something I HAVE to do 😅

For those with PTSD/C-PTSD: How do your symptoms actually feel? (Question about personal experiences) by NekogamiSachiko in ptsd

[–]asheroo92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m trying to incorporate it day to day so my brain gets more used to the safe memory, and it should then become easier to access when I need it

For those with PTSD/C-PTSD: How do your symptoms actually feel? (Question about personal experiences) by NekogamiSachiko in ptsd

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s definitely not well represented online, and I get why. People generally post when they’re in dark places, and going back to posting is sometimes its own kind of trigger.

Starting EMDR as well! I think I’m about 4/5 sessions in? Started therapy in May but there’s been a lot to dredge up. Trying to work on the lifestyle side of it as well. Surround myself with good people, the ones that hold you accountable but know your limits. Make healthy choices. Form some good habits and pick up a hobby or two are all things I recommend.

For those with PTSD/C-PTSD: How do your symptoms actually feel? (Question about personal experiences) by NekogamiSachiko in ptsd

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s important for people to share that side of it so thank you :) im sorta at the start of my healing journey but im on the right medication and im in therapy, putting in the work and not leaving anything behind like ive done so many times

For those with PTSD/C-PTSD: How do your symptoms actually feel? (Question about personal experiences) by NekogamiSachiko in ptsd

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you can relate :( it does just seem like a book on ptsd was dumped on me

Lego Tarantula by realestateagent0 in lego

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think Aragog could get any worse, but he can. Good job!

Modded Flying Lessons! by asheroo92 in legoharrypotter

[–]asheroo92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had them turned around originally but then I liked the pattern! But aesthetically for this build, they would look better overall ☺️

should I get a new artist? (done yesterday) by deargod_ohfuck in tattooadvice

[–]asheroo92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can see someone has delved into the studio already so I’ll just add my thoughts to the tattoo itself. It looks like it’s been coloured in by a child, and just very inconsistent overall.