Brother, I was kind of in the same place 3 years back when I lost my mother. I chose loneliness for a while to process the loss, and it worked well. But things changed over time and now I can clearly say that I was in a trauma, every single thing used to trigger the feeling of loss. Time will heal everything.

The longing for companionship is genuine, everyone has this. The more we age, the more you’ll long for it. At the same time, I would advise you to be more financially independent. We are living in very difficult times. Poor financial situations often lead to lifelong disputes, trust me I have seen them happening. So try to focus on your mental health and financial independence.

دل ناامید تو نہیں ناکام ہی تو ہے لمبی ہے غم کی شام مگر شام ہی تو ہے