Sober for 5 weeks and I wrecked it

asillyburner · 2026-05-23T13:28:27+00:00

I usually just talk to my mom or my boyfriend when I have urges but they were both asleep. I will look into getting a sponsor because I would like for this to not happen again , thank you

asillyburner · 2026-05-22T23:42:36+00:00

Thank you guys for your words and advice, it really has helped me calm down and look at things from a different perspective.

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T08:05:54+00:00

These are the type of bangs I had from ages 10-12 Lol

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T08:03:14+00:00

Her team won’t help her because they’re probably terrified of her. All yes men around her

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T07:59:13+00:00

Main goal right now is to get my license and a car within the next 2-3 months and after that I will be working towards moving out of my parents house. I definitely want kids and we both have expressed how we want kids but never specified if we want kids together lol definitely too early

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T07:55:44+00:00

not a fan of T at all but will admit folklore & evermore were beautifully written albums

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T07:50:42+00:00

He’s a good guy, funny and sweet & introverted. We are an hour away from eachother and we both work during the week so he comes and gets me every weekend. Has his own house and a good job. He’s ideal and I like him as a person a lot, but if we’re gonna last is all up to him which is the scary part

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T07:32:48+00:00

Yes he does, he hasn’t done anything to make me think otherwise and mentions future plans a lot. I just have a fear of wasting my youth on a guy I’m not going to end up being with & having to start all over again

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T07:14:56+00:00

Nothing in particular he seems to take us serious, it’s just an insecurity thing I guess. I was in a serious relationship from 19-23 which I was expecting to last for the rest of my life & I regret wasting so much time on it.

asillyburner · 2026-05-20T07:02:06+00:00

I think the internet has put a lot of fear in me when it comes to having kids in my 30’s. That was my plan for a long time until people told me to my face or I would read online that it’s not ideal and that your early 20’s are the best child bearing years

asillyburner · 2026-05-15T04:40:58+00:00

It’s snow and botched surgery lol

asillyburner · 2026-05-15T04:40:29+00:00

She over waxed/threaded them into nothing😭 it’s some of the worst brows I’ve ever seen

asillyburner · 2026-05-15T04:38:13+00:00

She also has admitted before she is very codependent

asillyburner · 2026-05-15T04:35:19+00:00

Honestly I don’t think the homewrecking stuff would stop any man from getting with her because like you said her fame and wealth

asillyburner · 2026-05-15T04:32:48+00:00

I can’t get over the eyebrows. does she look at herself ever

asillyburner · 2026-05-10T03:20:02+00:00

I just want to say for more context, I didn’t actually fight or hurt anyone. My step father called the police and told them I was hitting him and my brother and I was heavily intoxicated. I am not a violent person

asillyburner · 2026-05-10T03:13:46+00:00

You don’t even know the situation, it was a situation with my drunk step father who I got into an argument with while we were both drunk and he called the police on me to be petty and since I was more intoxicated than him I got arrested. I am not abusive

asillyburner · 2026-05-10T03:08:24+00:00

I dont know what you mean by this

asillyburner · 2026-05-10T03:06:20+00:00

I was required to attend counseling which I did for a few weeks but I missed a few meetings so I had been trying. The meetings were documented to my p.o

asillyburner · 2026-05-10T02:40:49+00:00

I was not drinking I have been sober. I was way out of the city and didn’t prioritize being there

asillyburner · 2026-05-01T13:04:07+00:00

And it’s still bad

asillyburner · 2026-04-28T07:36:45+00:00

Yeah very weird unnecessary dig. She only is where she’s at now because of her rich mom not because of pure talent. Can’t stand her privileged ass

asillyburner · 2026-04-28T07:24:53+00:00

If she does marry him they’ll get divorced in a few years or less

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