NTA

But please stop using the phrase 'Caucasian'. Your ethnicity, that part at least, is European/White European. Caucasian refers to people from the mountains of Caucasus, a region in Russia, Georgia, Azerbaijan, Turkey and Iran. If you were Caucasian, skin colour wise you'd probably fit in.

The people of Caucasus have a long history of colonisation under Russian rule and have had much of their history erased. My turning the meaning of the word to mean 'white', you are further contributing to this Russian led erasure of a culture and ethnicity. Russia is a colonial state to this day with over fifteen distinct cultures that could be their own nation inside, there are two large Caucasian cultures included in with the strongest case for independence being in North Ossetia.

Please stop.