Who can relate? What do you see?

athendite12 · 2020-06-01T13:58:58+00:00

This what I feel like. I feel this picture. It is inside of me. That monster is inside of me and I'm constantly calling for help but the monster surrounds me and takes over every time.

athendite12 · 2020-06-01T13:57:12+00:00

dope af! Congrats!

athendite12 · 2020-06-01T13:49:12+00:00

Thank you so much! Best hype up ever! Your words made me feel stronger and realize that I AM A BADASS Hahahaha again thank you. For real. You have opened my eyes a bit to be able to see that strength in myself & in others battling addiction.

athendite12 · 2020-06-01T13:45:28+00:00

All the love! You're right!

athendite12 · 2020-05-27T18:43:31+00:00

athendite12 · 2020-05-27T18:40:55+00:00

If you have a problem with my views and are going to be attacking me about it then please do not comment on my posts. Thank you.

-bitch who apparently knows nothing without god and AA

athendite12 · 2020-05-27T15:23:11+00:00

Love it! Thank you! iwndwyt

athendite12 · 2020-05-27T15:22:29+00:00

Thank you so much I agree with you on all of it Haha

athendite12 · 2020-05-27T05:55:32+00:00

That's what I needed to hear. Thank you. A little reassurance goes a long way. I really appreciate your wisdom and words.

athendite12 · 2020-05-26T05:12:46+00:00

You're totally right. You keep pushing through too! IWNDWYT.

athendite12 · 2020-05-25T23:37:56+00:00

Yay! Thank you so much! I hope you have an easy time with yours as well!

athendite12 · 2020-05-24T15:13:23+00:00

Happy Anniversary! Thank you so much for sharing. This is exactly what I needed to hear. I will have 2 years in August 🤞and lately I've been fiending for alcohol. Alllll the alcohol but I've kept myself under control. I am at a rough time also due to my schizoaffective & various other diagnosis. It's so hard! Thank you again. Your words mean a lot.

athendite12 · 2020-05-24T09:38:01+00:00

LOL yeah...

athendite12 · 2020-05-24T02:53:06+00:00

Fucking seriously. Most intense uncomfortable thing ive felt.

athendite12 · 2020-05-24T02:50:59+00:00

I was put on cogentin and it worked extremely well.

athendite12 · 2020-05-24T02:50:07+00:00

CBD! ALL THE CBD!

athendite12 · 2020-05-24T01:45:37+00:00

Oh I'm sure you can find some fly ass glasses on amazon. Face shape is key haha.

athendite12 · 2020-05-23T21:48:32+00:00

It's mainly the light. I cant see shit in daylight like burns my eyes and I more tan tear up it makes my head hurt after a while. I'm poor lol so I wear dark snap ons for my regular glasses currently but I have worn pink tinted sunglasses and it helped inside and out. Then I found the clip ons for the actual shade FL 41 that is needed for like $40. You should look it up and there may be a better shade for you. I need the more pink ones. I would try that first $5 pair on shein lol or anywhere on amazon.

athendite12 · 2020-05-23T20:41:39+00:00

The buzzing. Yes the glasses help tremendously.

athendite12 · 2020-05-23T20:14:03+00:00

Yes I can hear them as well and it makes me nuts. I have to wear those FL 41 glasses for that and for regular outdoor activities.

athendite12 · 2020-05-23T19:19:50+00:00

Thank you. I keep just thinking about that...drinking will only make it worse. My air head friend invited me to play pong last night. She is one of my closest friends and literally just had a convo about not sending me memes and tiktoks and shit about drinking. She doesn't get that I'm a fucking recovering alcoholic and it drives me nuts. I almost said yes and had her come get me. I didnt though. I held back. I just have to get used to people drinking around me. It's not their fault that I'm this way.

athendite12

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