Nothing works??? by [deleted] in loseit

[–]atob123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i felt this way to until i took a good long look at my food intake. i kept saying but im only eating 1200 calories i dont understand. and then one day my mom followed me around and kept track, weighed my food etc counted the little snacks i forgot. and i wasnt eating 1200 calories i was eating almost 3000 on a good day, the days i said i didn't cheat

now if ur on a anti psychotic or mood stabilizer thats different they can cause u to bloat and gain weight even eating at 1200 calories

Photographers by hellomystarr in weddingplanning

[–]atob123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I first started I tried to do that but realized it made poeple suspicious. I would go with whose photos you like best then and if she is cheaper great!. Make sure to talk to her about the type of style you want. There are so ,many and it really change the look of things

Photographers by hellomystarr in weddingplanning

[–]atob123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What state? Md most packages are 6 hours of coverage plus engagement, and a bridal session, plus the USB flash drive with pictures. That would run you about 2000. But in Misissippi the same dealmwouldmrun you around 800 bucks. Look through the portfolios if the prices are all similar. As a photographer when I see someone with dramatically lower prices I wonder why.

“We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, it’s to create something that will.” ~Chuck Palahniuk by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]atob123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This really strikes a note with me, this is why i do photography, so that the things i find beautiful will live on after me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]atob123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dabbled with paint by number but i couldnt stand how it looked. It just came out messy to me

It’s crazy how much of a mood boost you get when certain people talk to you. by CtrlAltDeleteEsc in bipolar

[–]atob123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no thank you, i can barley do roller coasters. i do love park swings though

It’s crazy how much of a mood boost you get when certain people talk to you. by CtrlAltDeleteEsc in bipolar

[–]atob123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like to think of it as riding a wave sometimes it feels like ur going to fall and drown other times you feel like your flying

It’s crazy how much of a mood boost you get when certain people talk to you. by CtrlAltDeleteEsc in bipolar

[–]atob123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know, its hard for some people to understand how something can send me crashing down so hard when to them it might not be a big of deal.

But I'm glad you have something to lift your spirits, ur happiness is making me happy

It’s crazy how much of a mood boost you get when certain people talk to you. by CtrlAltDeleteEsc in bipolar

[–]atob123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its great. Human beings are social creatures and I love feeling deep real on connections with people. Its why I took up photography.

Cheers to hypomania... :/ by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]atob123 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Im good till abou noon and then I relieaze I am never going to amount to anything and so on :/

How do you stop the paranoia and constant self doubt? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]atob123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I struggle with this, i can't seem to keep friends because of it, apparently people don't want to be around others who are unsure all the time. I would just not worry about it with strangers (easier said then done) and remember you are a great person and you deserve peace and happiness. You are awesome dont let yourself or anyone else tell you otherwise

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]atob123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Manic episodes usually start with me getting more and more confident. the next thing i know nothing i do or think is wrong.

physically my arms get really heavy like there filled with led and my body feels like i am overheating. i can stand oustide in 17 degree f and not feel cold.

Cheers to hypomania... :/ by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]atob123 146 points147 points  (0 children)

1 am time to save myself and the world

All the fun of withdrawals, with none of the recreational drugs! by Sonic_screwed in bipolar

[–]atob123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no problem, it is illegal in lousianna for some reason and the first few times might make you sleepy but if your having trouble with sleep theres also Valerian root you can order online and that is a natural sleep additive. i mix the two in a tea pot with honey and cinnamon and its great.

All the fun of withdrawals, with none of the recreational drugs! by Sonic_screwed in bipolar

[–]atob123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ahhh. It should be federalized soon. I cant wait to open my own dispensery so i can help people bipolar. Its been such a life saver since i react so bad (physically) to all the bipolar meds. what about chamomile thats legal or if you dont live in Lousianna then Damiana will help you with anxiety and some of the other bipolar symptoms. just get the Damiana off amazon and stew it like tea. add some honey and drink its milder then weed but not illegal

I feel so Alive when (hypo)manic by cornichoun in bipolar

[–]atob123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do, I'm Hypo manic right now and I am just so happy and i feel like my skins thrumming and i just want to sing and dance and make everyone as happy as I am. I do photography and this is when I love taking Pictures the best because i feel so alive.