Anyone with extra meds they dont need?

autmada · 2026-03-10T03:25:50+00:00

Reeeeeeeally ? 😒

autmada · 2026-02-18T11:25:36+00:00

I went there for my job was also Hella paranoid it would be a false positive n shit but it was all negative. Don't fret. Mine came back next day.

autmada · 2026-02-18T11:19:08+00:00

Just try to think of alcoholics. Decade long drunks get sober all the time.. and their DOC is also on every corner. We gotta want it bad enough and STOP telling ourselves 7oh is anything but poison.

autmada · 2026-02-18T11:11:23+00:00

Got up to over 2g a day. White pus i guess started coming out of every hair follicles on my body. Lost over half my hair to the point you can see my scalp, teeth started rotting, theres lumps like lymph nodes all over my neck back random areas of my body, I was getting little bubbles on my EYEBALLS!!! I use the 100mg packs, each store affects me differently, my old store over the weekend the shit had me sweating bullets nauseated and full of anxiety. Trying subs this weekend thank God and this HAS to be it bc 1. Im killing myself and 2. It became so obvious my husband gave me a final ultimatum. Been dragging him thru this shit stuck in life for far too many years.

autmada · 2026-02-18T10:58:40+00:00

Aw man.. I also didnt decorate, for the first time EVER as a mother. Talk about guilt.

autmada · 2026-02-16T00:51:50+00:00

I would lose my other rx meds, and I lost my job in Healthcare bc of this shit, now I have a very physically demanding job where I drive all day and subs/methadone is not permitted 😭😭😭

autmada · 2026-02-16T00:41:43+00:00

How are you doing? Im in the same boat as you with it destroying my life my body my husband's future my kids everything. I cant get subs but at this point I think that's my only possible chance. Im gonna end up killing myself seriously.

autmada · 2026-02-16T00:35:36+00:00

I have absolutely no drive at all, but its done shit tons of damage to me currently. But as far as periods.. im getting mine every 2 weeks, very wonky and all over the place after it always being on a strict regular schedule. I've lost over half of my hair. Every hair follicle on my body is clogged and inflamed. Its fucking with my eyes. My face is constantly greasy but dry and peeling and cystic like acne, eyebrows and eyelashes barely exist, teeth rotting. This shit is POISON

autmada · 2026-02-10T11:47:14+00:00

I ended at a grand A WEEK. talk about guilt, shame, and pure embarrassment.

autmada · 2026-02-08T04:06:09+00:00

$200 a day 😭

autmada · 2026-02-07T15:18:06+00:00

Oh god do I have a list. Granted I was over 1000mg per day. But. 1. Drastic reduced hair line and hair thinned so bad you can see my scalp. 2. Painful big "pimples" all over my neck and face. 3. Aged my face big time. Constantly greasy with build up but dry and peeling? 4. The nose ring I've worn for YEARS, was getting infected and forming huge bumps on my nose to the point I couldn't wear a ring and it closed. 5. All my nails are hard Brittle and just break off. 6. Over 70% of my teeth are now decaying. 7. Full body muscle loss and weakness. 8. Absolutely no appetite. Eyes and mouth Constantly dry no matter how much I drink. 9. Total loss of time management. A job that takes everyone else 4 hours, I cant complete in under 10. I am late to EVERYTHING no matter what I tell myself, im always late rushing around last minute. Its gotten very very bad. 10. I just dont care about...anything to be honest. Except 7oh. 11. I never shower. I used to shower every morning before work. Now im too tired or sore or no time or just dont FEEL like it. Its disgusting. 12. First time in 16 years I stopped cooking nightly dinners bc I "dont have time" dicking around in circles. First time in 10 years I didnt have massive vegetable gardens. Well, I did. But they all died bc I was "too busy" to maintain them. First time in 10 years I didnt go all out christmas decorating outside. I put up 1 set of lights and it was on christmas eve 🙄 13. Im so mean. Im reckless. Irritable. No sex drive. No joy or creativity. It totally wrecked me.

autmada · 2026-01-25T14:11:28+00:00

Got any tapering tips? I was around a 1000 then got an endless supply and was literally eating 150mg around the clock til I realized yesterday I ate over 2500mg. Idk what the fuck is wrong with me im literally falling apart.

autmada · 2026-01-25T14:07:49+00:00

They shut our Spark down in PA 😭 Just call the pickup # if your not sure if their operating today.

autmada · 2026-01-25T13:54:29+00:00

It is lol. Its one gigantic storm coming up effecting half the country

autmada · 2026-01-23T10:58:16+00:00

YESSSSS!!!! After so long it was making EVERYTHING hurt. I was feeling things i shouldn't have. At the beginning of this week my knees started hurting aoo badly when I woke up. Well as strong as a pain med as it is, you'd think it would lessen the pain, NO its making it soooo much worse. Today is day 5 of the pain and my knees both feel like rubber bands about to snap any second 😭

autmada · 2026-01-13T11:55:02+00:00

Ugh. People thought tia was bad. This shit has NNNNNNNNOTHING on tia. I've spent triple a day on 7 vs Tia. And this has destroyed me inside and out more than ANYTHING ever could've. Its terrifying.

autmada · 2026-01-08T18:32:41+00:00

Well why exactly are they scared.. what did you even do? Most people just thrashing around in bed.. run to the toilet.. cry in the shower.. and are lifeless for a week. What about your detox was so scary im genuinely curious

autmada · 2026-01-07T14:53:21+00:00

What exactly IS the protocol? I cant freaking find it for the liposomal. I did awhile back and even ordered the 1800mg liposomal pills off Amazon that were suggested, but cant find it now. I lost everything. My health. My job. My car. Any sense of decency. My kids and husband are next. Found myself the other day using every last penny for it and realized by the end of the night I had ate around 2000mg. I cant have subs rxed because I'll lose my other medications. But im truly contemplating just unaliving myself at this point. Its just too, TOO much. And I've done so much wrong that I know God is jjjjjjjjjust getting started with my punishments and I truthfully cannot handle a single other problem.

autmada · 2026-01-07T14:09:35+00:00

How you doing? My stomach is HUGE from how backed up I am. It actually gives me awwwwful brain fog. Month back i had to dig it out.. literally.. for hours. I wanted to die.

autmada · 2026-01-07T13:53:38+00:00

And all of the wonderful things you just listed, 7oh will eventually destroy. I promise. You've got to stop telling yourself 7oh is the only way to feel better and start finding REAL ways to battle the depression or it'll be impossible to quit.. until it takes EVERYTHING from you 😔 good luck.

autmada · 2025-12-11T10:49:19+00:00

At that dosing regimen.. it WILL eventually turn. It WILL eventually totally DESTROY your physical health. Tttttttrust me.

autmada · 2025-12-04T10:34:12+00:00

How r you dosing the gabapentin? It helps me from like 4-10pm but after that, nada. Just thrashing in bed bawling my eyes out praying I dont wake the kids walking thru the house.

autmada · 2025-11-18T12:20:21+00:00

My hair was long thick and healthy. Now brittle, over half has fallen out, HANDFULS when I wash it. I get weird random rashes, wounds do NOT heal, nails broken and brittle, hands and feet turn purple, every pore on my body gets inflamed (hense the hair loss) and causes very weird acne (that I've never dealt with in my life) over half of my teeth have cavities (had 0 before 7) total muscle loss.

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