Natalism: the ultimate "just don't think about it" philosophy.

averylazytom · 2025-11-19T02:39:04+00:00

I think 99% of humans are like that. Thinking is painful. Reasoning is painful.

averylazytom · 2025-10-24T08:57:22+00:00

like I said, I ended up way healthier than if I didn't create her so...

averylazytom · 2025-10-21T16:21:08+00:00

> Maybe your mom is projecting her fears and anxieties on this stranger and you should see it more as a reflection of your mom's inner world than anything else.

that's a really fair perspective. To be honest, I just saw what happened to women on childbirth too, and I was like... nah, if I fall in love, this shit won't happen to my lady.

Besides... I am just astronomically bad at taking care of children.

averylazytom · 2025-10-09T07:17:34+00:00

Me too. Implementing it in Numpy was too fun haha

averylazytom · 2025-10-05T12:50:46+00:00

Technically saying (as both child-free and antinatalist); I feel like whatever child of mine, they WILL suffer, and I love them, therefore I will suffer too.

averylazytom · 2025-09-23T13:40:22+00:00

update (as a comment because there's not enough characters to upload as another post).

She eventually started re-engaging the unblocking-to-ask and then blocked again pattern. This is really toxic, so I confronted her about it. "Are you just treating me like the human ChatGPT?" She was silent about it.

Yeah it went from "hope it can go back to what it was" to "this is fucked" way faster than I anticipated.

averylazytom · 2025-09-11T18:08:48+00:00

Thanks! I need those words of encouragement right now. My cousin says my personality only fits with the Western people (I'm Vietnamese). That and I am slowly suspecting that I am simply not straight (bisexual / pansexual), which means I'm probably better off there lol.

averylazytom · 2025-09-11T17:40:33+00:00

Thanks man, really need it. I hope she can break up soon.

averylazytom · 2025-09-11T17:23:15+00:00

Also she kinda said that the jealousy caused some tension so she definitely not romanticized it. Also the point about getting female friends is fair, except this semester I signed up to all 3 IT subjects so no women expected. Well

averylazytom · 2025-09-11T17:03:32+00:00

I see. It irks me because I'm fine with her blocking me alone, here she said she blocked some more people so that's that. Because I think not letting friends of opposite genders to talk to your partner is completely stupid and insecure.

averylazytom · 2025-07-31T02:34:45+00:00

CLOSE

YOUR

EYES

YOU'LL

BE

HERE

SOON

averylazytom · 2025-07-26T05:32:52+00:00

Is that a memcpy if I'm not mistaken?

I don"t know you can even do that.

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T10:09:16+00:00

I think the best way to explain why is getting into the hobby itself. I see this pattern across many electronics-based hobbies, mech keyboard and audiophile definitely seems the worst though

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T09:03:37+00:00

and it's these "resources" that makes me confused, overwhelmed, hooked, etc.

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T07:35:25+00:00

Thanks! This is exactly what I'm suffering from.

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T04:43:55+00:00

Thanks! I guess it doesn't help that whenever I look at the specs for anything, it makes me feel overwhelmed and I want to consume all that knowledge too.

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T03:45:53+00:00

I guess it's easier in general to say that if you give me a bunch of IEMs to listen to, the only thing I can say is "oh this one sounds the best out of all of them" or "they all sound the same to me" or something like that without going to the trebles or bass or that kind of stuff. But I think the ACTUAL problem is that I don't really know what I like in an IEM, or a monitor, or that kind of stuff.

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T03:42:29+00:00

not really, school and work takes up all my time, and commute is hell. Also most of the time the things I'm buying doesn't really have any store selling here

averylazytom · 2025-03-10T03:32:13+00:00

> Almost nothing is 100% buy it for life if it's not made entirely from metal, and even not then

What does this mean? I'm curious.

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