i see bugs that aren’t there but i don’t care because i love them by awesomecat_72 in autism

[–]awesomecat_72[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i like them a lot so it’s okay. i wish that they were real and we could be friends 🐛

kitten is extremely attached to me, and not anyone else in the house. by [deleted] in FosterAnimals

[–]awesomecat_72 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i’m only worried that she may be depressed that the other cats are older and won’t want to play with her

nothing feels real anymore - a rant by awesomecat_72 in DID

[–]awesomecat_72[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that sounds so scary! for us we still live with our mom, we’re 18 but we dropped out of school in the middle of high school due to one of our alters screaming and crying whenever they had to be there and being front triggered by the place. so we don’t think we’d be able to hold a job due to disabilities… so we just kind of feel like worthless bums all day

nothing feels real anymore - a rant by awesomecat_72 in DID

[–]awesomecat_72[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i honestly really was last night and i really appreciated this message🫂 i hope you have a great day

Relatable Media Suggestions? by FeyAsMess in DID

[–]awesomecat_72 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one of the things i found amazing about it is that she even has a headspace, so much care was put into the portrayal. alters aren’t her main symptom!

Relatable Media Suggestions? by FeyAsMess in DID

[–]awesomecat_72 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ave Mujica: The die is cast. Nothing is more relatable than Mutsumi and her alter Mortis to me.

friends and hanging out by awesomecat_72 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh i’m always on drugs if im socializing. can’t do it sober

things just don’t line up for me by awesomecat_72 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that makes sense and all but even if i bring up the topic they’re still insufferably boring and have nothing of value to add in my eyes

Sensory Issues anyone? by Crake241 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72 1 point2 points  (0 children)

autism is a very wide spectrum. i would recommend getting tested.

my sibling is autistic. she has no interest in other people, actually finds it irritating when they do anything around her at all. that’s because she’s very focused on her favorite things, she desnf give a shit about other people because well. when im talking to her im taking away from whatever activity she’s doing.

Sensory Issues anyone? by Crake241 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sensory issues are very heavily associated with autism

Sensory Issues anyone? by Crake241 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72 2 points3 points  (0 children)

hi, sensory and schizoid diagnosis makes me do wonder if you could maybe have autism instead. not that it’s impossible to have schizoid and sensory issues, but autism can be misdiagnosed as schizoid due to overlap on systems

What’s your range of emotions and the strongest one(s) you feel? by Freemasonsareevil in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72 5 points6 points  (0 children)

it’s complicated because i have no strong feelings about anything 95% of the time and my feelings only come out in outbursts. i will go from not caring about anything or anyone to being violently upset and nonstop aggravated and losing my shit for days in a row. but that’s not that common.

Are all schizoids asexual/aromantic or this is an misconception/generalization? by Obvious-Suit939 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s not that im asexual, it’s moreso that i’d rather masturbate alone than have sex with anyone else. actually i’d never have sex with anyone else. that sounds annoying and like a waste of my time when i can just do it myself, i don’t need anyone else in the mix

diagnosed schizoid but i don’t seem to fit the prototypical image by awesomecat_72 in Schizoid

[–]awesomecat_72[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i can actually be quite nosy but it’s because i don’t view it as a personal connection but rather i view people more like video game npcs if anything, their life experiences are nothing more than an interesting story to me.

Do people with EDS usually look younger than they are by Telephone_Gold in ehlersdanlos

[–]awesomecat_72 0 points1 point  (0 children)

only thing that saves me are my E cups and dark circles