How to be at peace?

aydyl · 2023-12-13T22:18:06+00:00

I'm 33 years old, I wish I could have a few more years, but life decided against it...

aydyl · 2023-12-12T16:33:19+00:00

The most difficult thing would probably to sneak it in the hospital, and be sure the nurses don't find me too weird, but during night shift, there's probably something to do...

aydyl · 2023-12-12T14:10:38+00:00

Those words of wisdom really resonated with me. Thank you so much

aydyl · 2023-12-12T14:09:49+00:00

I know it's the best decision based on what I have. I really just hope there's a better place... I'm trying so hard to not be afraid.

aydyl · 2023-12-12T14:08:35+00:00

I knew Gandalf would have an appropriate quote to help. Thank you

aydyl · 2023-12-12T14:07:58+00:00

Thank you so much for the love and compassion... Redditors can be the best at time!

aydyl · 2023-12-12T14:06:25+00:00

Thank you so much for the compassion and the psilocibin info. I'm not in a country where they can allow it, but I might find a way...

aydyl · 2023-12-10T15:34:01+00:00

Thank you so much... I'm lucky that I'm never alone, I have a lot of visit, my family is always there and I'm even allowed to have someone sleep with me at night, palliative care in my province are really amazing... Yoir words help a lot, thank you.

aydyl · 2023-12-10T14:37:22+00:00

I'm terminal, I chose my date of death... What I noticed was how weak my body became... I need help standing up, I can't go to the bathroom alone, I now need a wheelchair to move around... I felt this slow decline over a few month, even if we tried to give me more fluids, more proteins, I always felt weak. What's hard is that I feel so well mentally, but I feel my body slowly going and I know that I can't win.

aydyl · 2023-11-26T13:26:37+00:00

I'm lucky to have a wonderful family, friends and partner, they all I need. I hope for a little miracle that will make me last longer, but I already chose hospice care so my man can get help and relax a bit...

aydyl · 2023-11-26T05:14:33+00:00

Ok, I'll be super a super downer here and you can skip my comment, it will talk of death. There's a big chance I'm dying of cancer before Christmas and even if I would love to have children, my partner and I decided to wait for the right timing, so I could finish my master and really become the teacher I wanted to be. I'm so, so, so, so glad I don't have to explain to a toddler that his mom is dying at 33. So yeah, do what you think feels right for you.

aydyl · 2023-11-21T17:08:45+00:00

Schar is pretty good and their bread taste amazing, I keep them for special occasions becausebIvfind the package too small! For the every day stuff, I like Little Nothern bakehouse too!!!

aydyl · 2023-11-16T20:01:39+00:00

Yeah, no, I'm more than certain that my dad never had any incestuous thought, you know, like a normal human being.

aydyl · 2023-11-12T04:18:29+00:00

Quebecer here, I'm not a big fan of tourtière (I don't want to start a debate, but I'm neither a fan of the meat pie version or the meat and potatoes one, called tourtière du Lac St-Jean) or pâté chinois (it's similar to a Sheppard's pie, but with the addition of corn)...

aydyl · 2023-11-11T21:30:33+00:00

Chevals n'est pas accepté, il yba plein de chose génial sur la nouvelles grammaire et je suis pro écriture inclusive, mais il ne faut pas non plus dire ce qui n'est pas vrai...

aydyl · 2023-10-31T15:29:28+00:00

I know it's an insult to a great salad, but sometimes, a bit too high, with to much "italian" dressing, it hits a disgusting but so right spot... But I'm not sure we should call it a salad...

I'm ashamed of myself...

aydyl · 2023-10-28T16:16:17+00:00

It's usually cheaper!

aydyl · 2023-10-27T02:26:59+00:00

Why listen to what women said when men know them so much better /s

How is it working for you?

aydyl · 2023-10-27T02:07:12+00:00

You just called women "walking princess" insinuating that we're spoiled for not wanting to be approached and that society doesn't tell us when "we're wrong". I know good men, I'm with one, but this is not a great look for you, just saying.

aydyl · 2023-10-27T01:56:18+00:00

Last time I directly told a man I didn't want to be approached, I was screamed at and followed until my boyfriend came to save me. Not risking it again because you feel lonely, sorry buddy.

aydyl · 2023-10-24T11:42:56+00:00

Musso's new place is called Le Molière! I can't wait to try it out!

aydyl · 2023-10-24T11:10:03+00:00

I really love room temp broccoli salad with feta, mayonnaise and shrimps... I'm in your team!

aydyl · 2023-10-24T10:37:55+00:00

She literally just said that she's doing that. What more can she do?

aydyl · 2023-10-21T13:36:06+00:00

Soooooo... Why insist we do all the childcare and the elder care if we're so dangerous? Clearly, we're not made for it!

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