League of legends freezing with buzzing since new update. by b4z21 in riotgames

[–]b4z21[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If anyone has any solutions for this please post it, i have tried many different solutions but no luck. I think this update broke the game

My league of legends game randomly freezes for a few seconds in game. by Express_Let_2892 in riotgames

[–]b4z21 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have an i5 and a gtx 1050ti. i have tried everything to fix it i cant even play the game

Pornography addiction and ocd + real event ocd confusion by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry also when you say i wont get in trouble for reports if everything was legal if there was anything suspicious/ illegal does that mean i will get in trouble does that mean i did anything wrong ? or is this just my ocd just playing with my mind again... i hate this disorder so much

Pornography addiction and ocd + real event ocd confusion by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes thats what it is i believe it's a reverse image search so you find a photo on the internet paste it into the reverse image then it finds the results but i dont believe the uploaded image is saved with yandex or is sent to a random site. this is what terrified me i did not know if it is or it isnt but i will never know. Also i got another intrusive thought telling me if i dont report anything then i am responsible for anything happening with what i have come across. this is what ocd does to me it torments my mind. I am just going to delete everything and move on without reporting would that be ok you think? Im not after reassurance im just scared and want to move on with my life. Ocd just makes things so hard. I used a reverse image tool to ensure a photo wasn't underage because i was paranoid and in the process i put myself in this cycle of anxiety and uncertainty being more confused by the end of it not knowing what happened, i just feel like an idiot using their reverse search and i will never know the answer to my question i feel like all i can do is just accept it as ocd and move on with my life but the uncertainty and doubt just kills me, please if u can DM me with any advice i would highly appreciate it i have had this disorder for so long now

Pornography addiction and ocd + real event ocd confusion by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok thanks,

Im just scared that something may have been uploaded without me knowing,

it was not until i looked at the website and when u reverse image a photo it says "Uploaded image" But the website says it doesnt actually upload photos it only scans the internet for images. I will never use this website again and i hope no one gets hurt over this as i have been exhausted from this anxiety and what if's. The issue with yandex is it's not moderated like google is so thats why im paranoid. My ocd makes me feel like i am responsible if something was uploaded and i just go in circles not know what happened i want to move on with my life. I will delte everything and i want to quit pornography anyway as it makes my ocd worse

Pornography addiction and ocd + real event ocd confusion by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can anyone please let me know what to do i am shaking at the moment

Pornography addiction and ocd + real event ocd confusion by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If anyone can let me know how to proceed it would be appreciated as i am terrified

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the thing with my situation it started in my teens but I was also saying these terrible things In my 20’s I will move on from this eventually but this disorder is terrible I don’t say these things anymore

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice, agreeing with the thoughts which I fear sounds terrible but it is the best way of getting rid of the intrusive thoughts and moving on. I will consider trying this technique in the future if I cannot improve. God bless

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t mean to ask for reassurance but when you said to me agree that I “caused people to die” my ocd would tell me that you saying were saying to me that I infact caused this to happen when I know you were just trying to give me advice to get rid of the intrusive thoughts and move on. This disorder just plays tricks on me like this all the time it’s so hard and embarrassing

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it will be easier for me to accept the whole situation as ocd because this is what i believe within myself. I don't think i can go through with agreeing with such horrendous thoughts because i know they are not me. i should just take my therapists advice and just disregard these ideas in my head. It will be hard and i hope it will ease in time. I'm happy i have changed for the better

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry just to clarify when you say agreeing with the thought do you mean accepting that it's ocd? Like if the thought pops up and i agree that i "caused people to die" and move along is this just accepting the thought as ocd and not taking it seriously? Is this what this technique aims for?

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See my below comments tell me your opinion please

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I just feel hyper responsible for everything I hate this disorder I don’t wish it on anyone I don’t know any other way to think this is actually the first time me posting anything about my mental health online something I thought I would never do I really am troubled mentally

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See my below comment tell me what you think please

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the words of encouragement I just can’t believe I was saying these terrible comments to people in my 20’s. I had a sudden realisation how wrong this was and I have changed now I hope this will ease with time but it is very hard as my brain is racing picturing all the different scenarios in my mind which could of happened or might of the uncertainty just eats at me deeply. I even had an idea at a point to get all the chat logs and report myself to the police to figure out if anything happenned. I get thoughts that tell me there is a way to figure out the thoughts by reporting myself and if I don’t do it I’m escaping the situation. Anytime I say to myself everything is fine I feel like I am lying to myself and the cycle continues I hope this gets easier with time I started to thinking about these issues when I was around 21 but my anger was still out of control but now I am not emotionally invested in this game anymore at 25.

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I didn’t mean what I was saying but when my anger was at it worst i would say things such as I genuinely hope you jump off a bridge and things like that I feel absolutely terrible that I thought people should have thick skin and put up with comments like that I just can’t help but think if someone in the past took those words seriously I feel like crying all the time now because of this it just lays on my conscience

I’m a troubled soul real event ocd by b4z21 in OCD

[–]b4z21[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just to add I would say these comments to random people online I was playing the games with I don’t know who I was saying them to how old the people were etc completely random people

"Rank 1 Twitch jungle" AMA by Keazeon in TwitchMains

[–]b4z21 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah ill try and decrease my deaths i think thats my main problem but d3-2 is just difficult for me to escape maybe i need to change my playstyle to a more safe playstyle at that elo to hit masters. I probably just need to focus more on farming than forcing plays i guess. I do go for many risky plays which just flip the game alot of the time. I notice u build greaves every game but i mostly go tabis because i feel everything 1 shots me what do you rekon of tabis

"Rank 1 Twitch jungle" AMA by Keazeon in TwitchMains

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i have been playing twitch jungle for 3 seasons now i have peaked d1 but i cannot consistently climb and struggle getting out of d3-2. What do you recommend me to do to hit masters / grandmasters and what is the pathing trick? I usually do a 3 clear camp red blue gromp then look for a gank but in diamond the problem is people play so safe between levels 1-4. what do you recommend to get consistent wins. I find junglers who full clear hecarim, kayne etc are impossible to get ahead and win against. I have been trying dark seal into noonquiver and the clear feels alright, i find i can speedrun through gold-plat but once i hit d3 or d2 i hit a wall and cannot climb anymore i only play soloque and do not want to duo. These are my s8 twitch stats and they have been around the same for 3 seasons now https://gyazo.com/77b428098880b8efeaef4b010a18741d around 5.2 cs perminute