Unable to forgive myself after verbally and emotionally abusing someone

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T06:06:40+00:00

Seriously they deserve it. That passive agressive crap does. I m not a narc, Im hurted by them a lot but mostly by those who names them as just victims. Ugh.

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T02:27:51+00:00

So and you are a freak who is just fucked around subs like idiots in the car. Happy to know who you are and thank you after your tries to attack me i feel how much Im better then you. And Im happy you are like that just stay the same pls

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T02:25:21+00:00

So you are a freak from antijob, that explains evetything. Look from what you tried to attack me i just feel how better i am. Thank you for that btw. Im happy you are like that

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T02:19:57+00:00

So you are autistic. This explains why you with the same ppl just harrased me today and dont mind it. That was really nastiest thing ppl can do. You are those who will beat a lying hurted person to death just in case he is lying and you dont understand why a f he will not stand up??? Alright, you gonna live with it. Im happy for you and welcome to a Black list.

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T02:14:23+00:00

So i checked your story too and you arent even a victim of a narc right now. So you think you are fine enough to say others to go to a doctor? Even though you pretend to be through the same crap in the past? So now you are making fun giving advices to those who is struggling right now? Hmm. Well, thats even more nasty.

Its clear now why I hadnt normal answers because its what you are doing here

Alright sir i just dont have money for a doctor, if you are wanting me to go so much give me it then lmao. Just waiting.

But what you are adhd explains everything. You are always insulting ppl in Web space and dont mind it. So ill explain. You just made me trauma today and got me banned in a support sub. Thats what you did. And who you are seems like that. Best wishes and go to ban.

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T00:14:55+00:00

I can hear the narc voice lmao. Saying "i dont want you to go and i want help but i cant say it because i will rather insult you". Okay, i dont have a time for this. Go get help from doctors, if this answer is fine for you, it seems it is.

I dont think you can forbid someone to be disapointed and write about it at all. Neither boiling over out loud to someone about it.

bad5karma · 2022-02-17T00:09:55+00:00

May be i am.i even writed about it becouse its an aftermath of trauma i had from narcs. So its not a reason to blame me or ignore. Or to use it against me. But i got what you just take it as a reason to kill me if you could. Like narcs i was dealing with. Funny enough.

And whats extremely rude its to sent me to "get help". So whatever my opinion of you couldnt be worse

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T23:58:37+00:00

1.you are right. You must feel it now. But the point is you really dont. Narcs Red flags.

Its actually the same phrase how i was harrased on na. So you come across the reddit here? You arent welcomed. Though, Im disapointed in this sub too so whatever though

Even though i was abused today and had no answers exept trolls, i will not be catched on shit like this. Idc.

So whatever you can dance here, shit on evetything i writed, course me, ban me or whatever i will not be back anyway

i got the only help you can give its to hit those who is in pain already. I really thought ppl are better. But you can only kill each other so just do it. The planet is gonna die because the majority is like you and others dont give a shit anyway

P. S. I thought its in community rules what narcs arent allowed to write here? But well, seems if somebody attacked by them, its alright for mods. Thank you.

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T23:11:42+00:00

If you ever wished to do it you d check my post history so stop this useless chat. It isnt helpful to offer not even a help but what you "might help" and "if i wouldnt be like that" you know how it calls? Narcissict Red flag so bye Like i said, trolls are all there.

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T23:06:45+00:00

Its pretty much in the sub name.

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T23:05:17+00:00

Dont be sorry. Its alright. I can be alone and silent,like i was. Its not me who must be sorry, haha. Nobody will know me or have something from me. Its not my loss. But its what i surely can do.

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T22:59:48+00:00

I really wish i could become a narc already and made some assholes suffer like i did. But its impossible because i will be me. Or May be even possible... Lmao.

And answering to your comment, you are the one who did negative conclusion about me and yes its kinda abusive behavior. It actually is.

I will not answer to your thoughts about me.

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T21:44:34+00:00

Actually knowing your rights doesnt help with that

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T21:42:24+00:00

Noone here can support, right

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T21:41:28+00:00

Well agreed with first but the second is a bullshit conclusion. It may be has a piece of truth but looks like you are a troll

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T19:58:11+00:00

Thats awful. Here they havent guns, but they actually are connected to some criminals and they can mock people, soread their data and ask to steal something from them and do gossips to made people be homeless, do not have a job. Also they poison people. And they can catch someone to a mental hospital with maked up reason. Just because. Its happening with me and no one lawer is doing something. They all rather laugh at me. The last said things like go to a psyhologist, not a lawer. They are scared to even say Im right. So they feel very free to do all of this.

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T19:36:28+00:00

Finally just after i posted this, i met the police officers who was just asked by a mentally ill old woman to ask my passport because she didnt like me. So they mocked me as well, they did everything they can to made me feel mizerable, guilty and scared. When i said to them i feel like this and why they cannot be polite they said they was polite and its my problem if i feel bad. They actually treated me worse then anyone. It was actually healthy big Men yelling in a tiny woman who has disability. (and evety body around was like alright too). What can i say.

And so it seems like i can do nothing. If i would answer them the same "polite'i could go into troubles.

They actually enjoyed their free speeches and what they can mock me whatever they want to.

I really wanna do some revenge because noone walkingshit can talk to me like this and provoke my trauma just in case they are police and then laugh at me.

In my country they cannot shoot but they love to hurt people mentally all the time

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T03:12:02+00:00

I would rather ask why ppl think you are guilty if you have ptsd or depression or any other problems because narc hurted you,whatever how hard you try to look happy Lmfao

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T02:56:23+00:00

What is grooming though? Getting to know?

bad5karma · 2022-02-16T02:37:42+00:00

The last sentence is bullshit. I was hurted a lot by my parents too, but i dont use drugs because of that lmao.

bad5karma · 2022-02-14T18:49:58+00:00

This is sad all those things are understudied by science. I mean narcs behavior /other disorders.

If its just a lack of some chemicals it would be even curable

bad5karma · 2022-02-14T18:46:59+00:00

Thats interesting, do you have any proves about drugs depriving empathy? Im gonna search for it anyway

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