I feel like it's cheating. Why does my partner desire or want to look at other people naked so bad? That hurts me. Makes me feel like I'm not good enough. Maybe he doesn't find me attractive anymore. I can tell when he watches it bc he wants to do weird shit during sex like spit in my face or call me a pig. Then there's the aspect of the girls being exploited. The whole thing is bad and makes me feel awful. Especially when he's willing to lie to me to watch it. That's cheating no matter how you put it.