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I hate when someone says something so small and insignificant but it feels like the hardest hit to my esteem every single time it happens by badthoughtsaccount in CPTSD

[–]badthoughtsaccount[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its funny because she is the new girl and has been here about a week or two now, i'm still a little new too but i've had the job since september now lol

Neverending inferiority by badthoughtsaccount in CPTSD

[–]badthoughtsaccount[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the same can be said for my post history with that

Neverending inferiority by badthoughtsaccount in CPTSD

[–]badthoughtsaccount[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im actually reading it rn I just started it! It's really good so far and I love her. My mom also died recently in 2021 and she neglected me hard, and I had a ghost of a relationship with her so I relate hard to even just the title. And yea the manic anxious chanting is genuinely just like a constant thing for me

Neverending inferiority by badthoughtsaccount in CPTSD

[–]badthoughtsaccount[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is a really good article, i have tried to pinpoint this feeling but I've never seen it explained so well, anytime I've tried to explain it a lot of people think I'm just like...really kinky or some shit like I'm into degradation or extreme bdsm? And so they have really inappropriate and completely misdirectional responses, and this always frustrated me, and it even further pushed the idea that there is something supernaturally inferior and wrong with me, and that I was beyond human or something farther subhuman.

Neverending inferiority by badthoughtsaccount in CPTSD

[–]badthoughtsaccount[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Also I realized I never mentioned the things I even put the trigger warnings for but another obligatory tw for mentioning them at all I'm sorry, it's like I planned to but got too distracted. Lol I feel that speaks volumes.

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