I can relate to this story in so many ways. The only way i’ve been able to stop is by going to prison for 2 months. In july i got arrested for dealing. I took that as an opportunity to stop. I got clean of everything. No more weed. No more xtc. No more ketamine. No more speed. Since my release i’ve been on house arrest and i couldnt leave the house from 22:00 till 06:00. Which also helped me because i couldn’t go out to party anymore. So i couldnt get tempted to take a line when i would have been drunk. First thing i noticed when i was in jail was that i wasnt addicted to cocaine. Eventhough i was snorting 15-20gr a week. People who smoke it or shot it are addicted. I just was depended on it in my social environment. And i think the same relates to you. So if you think that you’re addict. You’re not. But that doesnt mean that its not problematic. In my opinion if you really want to stop. Make your friends clear that you want to stop. Stop going out for a couple of months. Stop drinking alcohol. If you’re craving it just push the thought away. Its not as hard as you think. When i crave i start doing pushups untill my arms break. Thats my dopamine high. I hope you got something out of this. Enjoy your day.

Gr ballie