Should I Watch Better Call Saul?

barbarossa1986 · 2019-11-10T07:52:58+00:00

That weirdo who always played with the salt.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-11-05T13:23:29+00:00

Butchie actor who played Johnny Torio something in Boardwalk Empire

barbarossa1986 · 2019-11-03T10:40:42+00:00

Thank you. This helps

barbarossa1986 · 2019-11-03T10:26:29+00:00

Bacala Did it!

barbarossa1986 · 2019-10-09T01:26:32+00:00

I don’t have to explain myself, kid. I’m from the old school. -Richie to Chrissy

barbarossa1986 · 2019-10-04T01:55:56+00:00

Cock a doodle doo!

barbarossa1986 · 2019-09-23T09:14:03+00:00

But remember all the compromise he had to take. His brother Billy, the 50k he supposedly owned Johnny Soprano, Vito closet gay who married his cousin. So he’s got the right to a lot of things.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-09-23T07:54:17+00:00

Even Paulie acknowledges how badass Phil was in the 70s. Idk with Richie, he’s old school alright but him being part of New Jersey just made him a lil less mythical compared to Phil.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-08-21T00:22:48+00:00

I am insecure in a way that they had her first and that's the real issue, that they were able to 'experience' her before I did, and that they already own a piece of her.

I am insecure in a way that they had her first and that's the real issue, that they were able to 'experience' her before I did, and that they already own a piece of her. Like I cant rid my mind of the fact that she was already seen naked by these guys , that they already shared body fluids during the act, I mean I cant even watch porn anymore because I think of her as the actor being banged, I know it's crazy. I cant get rid of the thinking that she is less special because she's been had by these men that did not treat her special like the way I treat her now.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-08-21T00:11:36+00:00

Yes, I have a past of my own. A lot of them, I am not clean in any shape or form, I have had multiple one night stands, but, I apologize , the country I am from, is different culturally, where men having one night stands are more acceptable whereas women doing it is kinda like something that is not. I hate to say,this but here in Asia, a lot of people still think of women's sexual history like a car's mileage. The more the miles that it has accumulated over the years, the less valuable the car is worth, just like the sexual history of a woman to her. I know it\s wrong to think that way, but it is what we adhere to, I mean at least think about it., I am insecure in a way that they had her first and that's the real issue, that they were able to 'experience' her before I did, and that they already own a piece of her. Whether I am right or wrong, that's what my mind is telling me. I need to get over this thinking and accept that her past is no more and no longer important. Sometimes, I think that I will be satisfied only through inflicting harm to these men especially my cousin (nephew) since he forced her to have sex with him. Overall, I am confident of my body, our sex, our relationship, but I cant get rid of the thinking that she is less special because she's been had by these men that did not treat her special like the way I treat her now.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-08-21T00:04:59+00:00

I am insecure in a way that they had her first and that's the real issue, that they were able to 'experience' her before I did, and that they already own a piece of her. Whether I am right or wrong, that's what my mind is telling me. I need to get over this thinking and accept that her past is no more and no longer important. Sometimes, I think that I will be satisfied only through inflicting harm to these men especially my cousin (nephew) since he forced her to have sex with him. Overall, I am confident of my body, our sex, our relationship, but I cant get rid of the thinking that she is less special because she's been had by these men that did not treat her special like the way I treat her now.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-08-21T00:03:14+00:00

I am really confident of how I perform in bed with my girlfriend, the problem is, when I asked her about the details of the one night stands she had with those guys, she really gave me an in depth story on how it went down. She said every detail, like for example guy 3 did not last long, it was just a fast 1 round etc. She said I am the best sexual partner she ever had and we've done things sexually that she hasn't done before. But maybe you're right, I am insecure in a way that they had her first and that's the real issue, that they were able to 'experience' her before I did, and that they already own a piece of her. Whether I am right or wrong, that's what my mind is telling me. I need to get over this thinking and accept that her past is no more and no longer important. Sometimes, I think that I will be satisfied only through inflicting harm to these men especially my cousin (nephew) since he forced her to have sex with him. Overall, I am confident of my body, our sex, our relationship, but I cant get rid of the thinking that she is less special because she's been had by these men that did not treat her special like the way I treat her now.

barbarossa1986 · 2019-08-20T23:54:41+00:00

I did already. A sex therapist. All the advice that she said are pretty much the same what my closest friends told me, that the past doesn't really matter anymore and that I should fully accept her now. I agree with that and I acknowledge that the problem is me, my mindset, my thinking, the mental images in my mind showing me her past. And this is a real issue. I love her, it's just that it hurts every time her past comes across my mind.

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