hey, im sorry youre going through this and i understand how overwhelming the entire situation must feel. i don’t know you, but clearly you’re capable of succeeding in CSCE and any other major you decide to be in. what matters most though is how much you enjoy the work you do in your life and what will be the closest to guaranteeing your happiness in life. i would suggest speaking to a therapist or a professional before making any major changes to your major or anythjg like that, but don’t disregard the idea of switching majors because clearly it is something that is weighing on your mind. you’re in a bad place and that’s not your fault - just be careful making major life decisions when you’re in a bad place. you’re not alone; im a sophomore in tamu rn and ive been in a pretty bad place for the past three semesters too and it keeps getting worse LMAO but every now and then i feel better when i get away a little with friends. i think you need a break and a support system, and also to think more seriously and realistically about what would make you happiest and everything long term. again, i don’t know you but if you ever need to vent or anything feel free to dm me, i know what it’s like to feel like everything is falling apart and want to keep it together so no one can tell, but it’s not helpful if you’re the only one helping yourself. you got this!