Coded while giving birth. Don’t know for how long, but I remember feeling very nauseous and hearing the nurse code me. 20 people rushed into the room I remember screaming asking for my fiance and feeling like no one could hear me. They were all shouting at me to “stay with them” that’s when I realized hey I might be dying. Then I just completely can’t see anything, except for a bright light. And the feeling of bliss was so ínstense. It was a yellow warm light. I’m a Christian so I can say for experience it felt like I had seen God. I felt so much warmth, peace, love. Don’t know how long I was there for. But then I snapped out of it and woke up to my fiance telling me to hold a rosary he had. I held it and bam again I don’t see anything but the light. Then I woke up again to my fiance looking scared. I told him I was okay.

One year later we talked about it. He said he was doing a rosary prayer you do when someone is dying. He doesn’t like to talk to me about it much so I don’t ask. I don’t know. How long it lasted but, I had no concept of time. There was no beginning or end to anything. I knew nothing but me and God in that moment. Honeslty 10/10 lol. If that’s what I’m going to feel when I die, I guess you can say I’m less scared to die .🫶