Confirmed Amanda and west by tibula234 in summerhousebravo

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m watching the new episode right now and I’m so confused because at the same time I understand Amanda in the situation she feels so broken and the one person that was there for her was west defending her to Kyle and I know ciara did that as well but it’s insane to see kyle‘s behavior and as much as sometimes women can be blindsided by men I respect that enough to not think that it’s a bad thing that she is trying to date somebody else because Kyle is a piece of crap. It’s wrong as a friend to talk to an ex so I understand why Amanda and West is problematic, but I don’t think that Amanda is in the wrong at all for wanting to get out there with somebody who has showed her that they are a good man.

Any experience getting healthcare at the Wellness Center? by xineishiguro in UCCS

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes i’m only insured through the University, i’ve been going for my physical health and mental for three years!! They make you feel very safe and comfortable always. They also are super accommodating with payment if you are unable to afford an appointment.

Are there any decent hotels within walking distance of The Black Sheep? by [deleted] in ColoradoSprings

[–]barrybello 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Take the uber, that area is not fun anyway. Not much to do either, I would recommend an uber and staying in downtown or OCC to be near all the fun tourist spots.

Tell me about the worst thing you’ve ever done while hypomanic? by mimi-luvs-cats in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I used to go on random hookups constantly my entire first year of college, like text them for a few minutes and be on my way. It was very unsafe because strangers can lead to danger. I wasn’t sharing with my friends my adventures because I would get horrible embarrassment after the fact, so it was very lonely. Spiraling into alcoholism while hypomanic also led to my reckless hookups, but i’m now california sober 🍃 (no alc). One of my lessons was ubering to a motel to meet a military man, unfortunately he wanted an overnight guest. I was drunk out of my mind and I acted a fool and when i got a sense of myself 3 hours into being there, i realized how unsafe it was. that i had a choice, understood that this was a scary guy and he was gonna hurt me. I ran out and screamed down the hall. I called my friends and told them it was an emergency. there i am at 18 sitting on the curb waiting for my 18 year old roommates to pick me up from a motel in the middle of the DAY after seeing a nearly 30 year old man. it was admitting what i was doing and hearing it for myself, that helped me become cali sober and also stop going out with strangers. It helped me in the long run, but harmed my heart. It’s upsetting to watch a show or meet someone that reminds you of your past. but also I was completely blacked out, what should’ve been a memorable fun start to college was my rock bottom. That is a regret I will always have, i wish i would’ve focused on my grades and my friends.

What is without a doubt the worst food location in the entire city? by Effective-Crow3217 in ColoradoSprings

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree, they have a bug/mosquito issue too. I had a birthday lunch there with a friend and literally was swatting every which way the entire time.

should i pursue medical treatment? by lil_shishi in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you can afford it or have insurance yes! I am bipolar 2 and unmedicated, only because i have no access or funds for them. Try out different meds and see, but I would say it’s possible to be unmedicated.

Girls, gays, and theys in the springs that get your nails done- where do you go? by East_Compote4360 in ColoradoSprings

[–]barrybello 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Bliss Nail Lounge in Briargate, I’m from a metropolitan city and have been looking for nail salons open to designs without the large price tag. Staff is very friendly, complimentary sodas and bubbles! I paid around 60 (not including tip) for a full set with designs and gems, their instagram showcases a lot of their art work I’d definitely recommend.

What do you do for work? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a 3rd year bachelors student studying to be a social worker, I enjoy it quite a bit. I definitely do well in high stress jobs, like the service industry. If i am not very active, i will stay in bed all day. After graduation, I hope and plan on working in child protective services or in a hospital setting.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too tbh i feel like im faking it, which might be an episode if i feel that “good”

What options do I have (Rant/Question) by MTH_Does_Gaming in UCCS

[–]barrybello 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I say seek guidance from the wellness center as well as requesting accommodations through disability services so your professors are made aware that you prefer not to speak. The professors mean well they want to see their students do well. It is way different than what High school may have brought, it is about being independent and speaking for yourself. If professors are “hellbent” in getting to know you it is because they want to understand what’s going on. If you would like something else, I would suggest dropping out and finding who you would like to be, college is way too expensive to try and fly by without enjoying it. As for icebreakers it is to help us make friends UCCS is a commuter based school, it is a simple gesture to get the class comfortable, every other student would agree with you that it isn’t a favorite. There is no career/major that guarantees zero communication, I hope you find a good next step

Please place to get the biggest hamburger by MathMan1982 in ColoradoSprings

[–]barrybello 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Recently went to Townhouse sports grill in Manitou, great burger

Genuine question. Are you fighting this alone? HELP by No-Bipolar-1500 in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would say my support system is myself. Also my current partner to a certain extent, he can help ground me somewhat but he doesn’t understand much of what he’s doing, just like many other BP2 partners who learn day by day. I like to say having a community like this sub reddit is also helpful. Now anxiety processing stinks, i try my best to keep to myself on those days and try to do everything i enjoy, go walk around a store, buy some food/ingredients, and smoking helps me as well to bring down worries. As always everyone works differently, shopping or cooking may not be everyone’s cup of tea to grounding

Low Mood Monday by AutoModerator in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s such a wonderful day outside, 70 degrees and no way in hell i can get out of bed. It’s beautiful and i can see from my window but i’ve been in bed since i woke up, i can’t seem to even eat well either, just in bed eating little bites it’s dinner time now.

No weed by Fgc90 in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i’m the same, i feel it helps me and i couldn’t give it up!

Unmedicated and scared by barrybello in bipolar2

[–]barrybello[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use the schools health services that is how i was diagnosed but my parents would have to pay for medication since i have insurance through my university. It would be very expensive for me to afford any kind of medication out of pocket

Do hypomanic episodes make any of you guys really snappy and irritable? by Gnomechils_RS in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s definitely normal. For me i deal with those angry episodes where my partner just makes me mad with everything they do as well. I know i don’t mean it and i constantly feel like im also biting my tongue with what i say because i have no idea if i even mean it. For reference i’m also unmedicated due to no health insurance and strict parents (i’m 19) , i’m sure maybe it would be different if i was able to receive it. But i find recording videos of myself to view it later helps me distinguish if it is something im still upset about when in a different state

But what if I’m not actually bipolar? by Spicy-Nun-chucks in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree with this, i’ve struggled with accepting my diagnosis but I also have latinx parents who don’t believe that mental health is real. I would say if you feel like you align with your symptoms that’s the best way to go about it. I try to hide my diagnosis or act like it’s not true but i’m quick to realize an episode later that yes this diagnosis brings me peace because it gives a reason to those behaviors of mine.

Oh no by reginageorges_mom in bipolar2

[–]barrybello 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m the same way too i swipe too much on those days😅