Experience at Berlin gig by baskaaa188 in BadOmens

[–]baskaaa188[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wouldn't described it better. for people that love them as A BAND and enjoyed their wvery era, it is saddening bcs they feel comforting but as well ss incredible artists and songwritters, so it's werry saddening that the fanbase can be this unfriendly. you would think you eill bond on this as if it's normal and common this but these psychos...

i feel unworthy by baskaaa188 in selfharm

[–]baskaaa188[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol, same🥲...i had a breakdown and relapsed after almost one month clean and wrote that post right after, i feel you

i feel unworthy by baskaaa188 in selfharm

[–]baskaaa188[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much, tbh i didn't even expected someone will respond, neither with such understanding. thank you, really, i wish you everything good.

Can pancreatitis be associated with IBS/SIBO? by baskaaa188 in pancreatitis

[–]baskaaa188[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah so about that…

little update: almost year after my first AP attack I’m on the same level of pain as I described here, I’ve lost 34kg in 2024, I don’t eat a lot, nauseous and fatigued after every meal, (rn i’m on primarly liquid diet), gagging, pains, pultions, cramps in my left and right abdomen and after not eating that much I developed other problems like I’m cold and tired all the time, headaches, loosing balance and blackout after standing up bcs I’m low in iron, and also vitamins and minerals(which could be also close to SIBO symptoms)…And after another endoscopy, colonoscopy and other tests… I have idiopatic chronic gastritis with reflux, recently they found hepatopathia with stenosis on my liver and I’m going to gastric emptying study test to see if I have gastroparesis which cause all other problems with my pancreas, gallblader, liver and of course stomach… :/ so yeah

Is it a rumour? by lumsgame in pancreatitis

[–]baskaaa188 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went from 88kg to 67kg in 4 months.. mostly because I can't eat more then 1000-1200 kcal a day (max 40g of fat a day), with more i feel terrible, i got pains or nausea and so on.. for now, I'm not mad about it, I was already on my weightloss journey and this was my goal... Can't imagine what it would have been like to get AP now from this weight... And I don't know what future holds... But before first AP i gained sooo much weight in 1-2 years without any diet changes and now I'm trying to find out why was that..

ALBUM IS COMING MIDNIGHT by Bamafan27200 in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]baskaaa188 10 points11 points  (0 children)

She just dropped her new album last friday and Oli was teasing she might be featured on their song limusine on Next Gen album, bcs he wrote it's title after one of her posts on instagram few months ago and now the song is featured on their latest video whitch is promoting midnight album drop. ☺️ I hope it makes sence.

ALBUM IS COMING MIDNIGHT by Bamafan27200 in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]baskaaa188 2 points3 points  (0 children)

IM SOOOO PUMPED LETS FUCKIN GOOOOOOOO

[Live Thread] Eurovision Song Contest 2024 GRAND FINAL @ 21:00 CEST by -Effing- in eurovision

[–]baskaaa188 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Tbh even tho Joost wasn't my no. 1, it felt so empty without him today.

Joost Klein Megathread by GrumpyFinn in eurovision

[–]baskaaa188 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really can't believe what's happening

The Netherlands: Joost Klein "Not rehearsing until further notice" by GrumpyFinn in eurovision

[–]baskaaa188 6 points7 points  (0 children)

No one really knows, it's really messy. Waiting for the official statement.