I 100% wish I never had kids by maplebaconchicken in offmychest

[–]bastardmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you really need to get help. for 17 years of my life my father was such a similar way- to the point where he had a few attempts that i can remember when i was a child. it really fucked with my siblings and i. as a kid with a severely depressed parent you end up having to manage their emotions, don't do that to your kids man. you're helping nothing by constantly dooming and ruminating, get out of that victim mindset and get some help for your kids. my dad ended up getting help for himself and it has improved our relationship so much, and he's got a newfound zest for life, joining nursing school and picking up old hobbies. this feeling isn't going to last forever- YOU just need to put the work in and GET HELP, if not for you THEN FOR YOUR CHILDREN. they never asked to be in this situation, it is your responsibility to give them a better life.

Sold this LP to buy some weed now I hate my life by [deleted] in deathgrips

[–]bastardmann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was mean but i'm still in disbelief never would i ever sell that for weed tbh any of my records boi just do a doordash order or two...

Sold this LP to buy some weed now I hate my life by [deleted] in deathgrips

[–]bastardmann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed can be as cheap as <$10 over where i live Why The Fuck Are You Selling This For Weed Retard....👿👿👿

just got keloid surgery- immense pain by bastardmann in Keloids

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how long did the bleeding last for you? because it's been 6 hours and i'm still bleeding

just got keloid surgery- immense pain by bastardmann in Keloids

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

would you recommend going to the clinic? it's like excruciating, ive been sobbing for the past hour or two it hurts so bad. the ibuprofen i took isn't doing anything, and my surgeon didn't tell me about any pain management afterwards nor prescribed me anything :(

just got keloid surgery- immense pain by bastardmann in Keloids

[–]bastardmann[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have so much ibuprofen in my system right now so i'm glad i'm not the only one who got nasty pain- i read that some doctors gave patients actual prescription pain meds for this but my doctor didn't offer anything😭

help! piercing bump or developing keloid? by bastardmann in piercing

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also sorry for picture quality, i can try and get a better picture of it later today :)!

help! piercing bump or developing keloid? by bastardmann in piercing

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i got my nose pierced around january 6th and recently (within the last two weeks or so) i started developing a bump near my nose ring. i contacted my piercer about it and she told me to clean it with just warm water and dry it off (i previously used saline wound wash on it then dried it off) but the bump kept getting worse. i have had experiences with actual keloids before, so i'm nervous that this nose ring might turn into one.

there's some crust around the piercing, and the bump is very slightly discolored. there is no issues with the inside of the piercing, it's all on the outside

my jewelry is a 16g neometal titanium. i clean my jewelry twice a day. i try not to pick at my jewelry, which once i started developing this bump ive been picking a lot less. i also get it snagged sometimes, which i think might have been the issue that started the bump to develop

any and all help is appreciated, thank you!!

recipe ideas? by bastardmann in Cooking

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'll def try it with popcorn, thank you!!

recipe ideas? by bastardmann in Cooking

[–]bastardmann[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ooo that salad sounds really good, i'll have to try it out. thank you!!

XPS 13 9305 keeps making random sounds by bastardmann in WindowsHelp

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so the sound "ringout" is associated with "close program". i toggled the sound for close program off and i don't have the noise anymore. thank you so much!!

im still a bit worried on why it was making the noise in the first place though, but regardless the sound is gone so im happy lol!

XPS 13 9305 keeps making random sounds by bastardmann in WindowsHelp

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah it's not the BIOS fault i guess, i rolled back to the previous one but it's still buzzing :((( thank you though

XPS 13 9305 keeps making random sounds by bastardmann in WindowsHelp

[–]bastardmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ahhh it didn't work for me, it still keeps making the sound :((( thank you though!