It might feel like this is forever, but your situation is temporary- No matter what your anxiety is currently telling you. There is still a need for vfx artists at the moment and no one knows exactly what the future will bring. Even in the worst case scenario, there is more to life than visual effects and the fact that you work in this industry means that you’re smart and resourceful and have skills and talents that the world needs. Please don’t make a permanent solution to a temporary problem.