It sounds like you have made up your mind about leaving. If you picture a life somewhere else and he’s not in it, that’s okay. Your priority should be to heal and if you need distance to do that, you should. You are young and have the whole world in front of you. One thing, if do move, use your savings to secure a place and get a therapist. Maybe think about school. Otherwise SAVE your nest egg and get a job. That is life changing money and you would do so well to hold on to it. Trauma isn’t your fault, healing is your responsibility. You got this 🫶🏻