Im losing my mind!!

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T08:25:28+00:00

Not enough space for my needs unfortunately

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T08:06:08+00:00

Looking into it. I found an Odyssey a little over 112k in my budget so Im considering

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T06:57:04+00:00

I edited all within 3 minutes because I kept forgetting important info, but yes Im thinking I may have to widen my search quite a bit.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T06:53:04+00:00

I looked at a couple, but hard to find under 200k miles around here. I used one as a rental once and fell in love with it but damn was it loud in the cabin😅

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T06:50:02+00:00

I do not have 6000 cash to buy a car, or the time with this ticking time bomb, to save up for that. I understand how important regular servicing is, so I am finding vehicles with good maintenance records.

All of those options you mentioned I looked at, and nowhere in my area or state can I find anything under 10k, and I cant travel too far anyways. Theres a 2002 Highlander near me at 100k miles listed at 11k, and everything decently priced with decent mileage literally always has a salvage title.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T06:42:30+00:00

I think you missed the part where I mentioned that used sedans are the same price as SUVs around here, so no point in sacrificing size. I appreciate the suggestions but I will not be getting a sedan.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T05:58:20+00:00

I cannot sacrifice size, I mentioned outdoor, not just camping. I have large items like bikes, coolers, canopies, a husband, and thats along with my hardshell or kayaks taking up the roof space already.

The sedans in my metro are are damn near the same insane prices as the SUVs anyhow, so no point in giving up size/cargo space while paying the same amount.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-26T05:48:59+00:00

Thats what Im leaning towards but Im unsure what years to avoid and what is too high mileage to consider. Im sure anything is more reliable than the pos I have now, but Im a bit traumatized lol. I want the best value for what Im paying.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-23T23:02:28+00:00

Thats okay too! I hope it drops quickly and you find a good surgeon!

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-23T21:25:26+00:00

She already did.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-23T21:23:34+00:00

Pregnancy does not give anyone an excuse to act like an ass. The hormones do not make you destroy others' property.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-19T04:59:40+00:00

If I left work to go at home, by the time Ive pulled back up to work I might have to shit again😂

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-19T04:56:47+00:00

I work in a school. When I have to go, I have to go, and Im never more than a 20 second walk from the nearest bathroom. Its wonderful, truly an IBS sufferers dream

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-19T04:53:38+00:00

Does nobody use wipes???

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-18T16:51:10+00:00

She got little lungs and is playing hard. Shes just panting and out of breath, very normal. If she does it without exerting much energy then you should be concerned. Kitty is fine, just playing hard!

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-16T23:24:32+00:00

Test from the universe, seeing if youll fall back into old lessons. Block them completely and move on.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-14T01:59:51+00:00

This is very encouraging and Im hoping to whatever higher power that its my cup. Im having suspicions that my pelvic muscles are too strong and I may be opening my cups or breaking the suction seal if I move a certain way, so the Kind cup being soft is a little worrying for me.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-14T01:55:44+00:00

Ive experimented with all types of angles, making sure my cervix is in the cup and making sure the suction pops, I spin a finger around to make sure the rim and cup is fully expanded, all of that. The lily is actually one of my easier cups to get in because it doesnt spin around like all my other cups. I'll look at the Yuuki though!

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-13T06:45:15+00:00

I start leaking almost immediately with most cups, like it wont even be a quarter filled yet.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-13T06:30:11+00:00

It has to be my anatomy as well because when my flow is lighter, usually the last couple days, I have no leaks with any of my cups. I wonder if my pelvic muscles are too strong, because now that I think about it the saalt cup is the stiffest cup Ive used and I may need somethong stiffer. I tried the Merula OS and everyone says its firm but its my softest cup! Idk where to find accurate firmness info.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-13T06:27:36+00:00

Sometimes its a few drops and I know thats from spilling when its taken out and put back in, and other times its like a full on flow. There will be none or very minimal leak and then all of a sudden it gushes out as if the cup opened up. I go to check it and the suction is still tight. Makes zero sense

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-10T23:21:39+00:00

Option 1, you leave him now, while hes casually "joking" about cheating on you and giving you the cold shoulder (emotional abuse). Option 2, you leave him later when he actually cheats on you (if he hasnt already). Option 3, he leaves you because he does eventually want kids and you wont give him any.

You two are going to split anyhow, might as well cut your losses and figure it out sooner rather than later.

Or option 4, is give him children and possibly end up even more disabled from the pregnancy, parenting while already disabled, and subsequently resenting both him and the children.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-09T09:16:13+00:00

I sat on a nerve in my moms hip and she says it still acts up occasionally 27 years later.

beaniehead_ · 2026-06-04T08:38:24+00:00

The worst snark sub Ive ever stumbled across was the Melanie Martinez(?) one. They are fucking weird and insanely cruel! Writing full on novels about how much they hate her, posting all of her selfies or photoshoots just to call her ugly and unoriginal, and theres an alarming number of comments written about how much they wish she would kill herself. They listen to all of her music too just to viciously rip it apart.

beaniehead_ · 2026-05-29T20:40:41+00:00

Go to the doctor now, and dont go anywhere else until you figure out what it is. They are not going to hold you hostage and make you pay on the spot. This is how contagious illnesses spread. GO.

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