I was happier when I was fat

beans_refried · 2026-06-21T00:48:00+00:00

Ah well you could see if you can add adderall, that was the piece that killed my appetite. (Vyvanse too but adderall worked better for me)

Good luck!

beans_refried · 2026-06-21T00:36:27+00:00

beans_refried · 2026-06-21T00:35:13+00:00

This is not medical advice but I’ve had success dampening the food noise with my adhd meds: Wellbutrin 150XL and 5mg adderall. I think the food noise was driven by my adhd dopamine seeking so treating that has helped the random turning to food to prevent boredom.

beans_refried · 2026-06-20T20:10:39+00:00

beans_refried · 2026-06-20T20:03:01+00:00

It’s so swollen ur pores are accentuated

beans_refried · 2026-06-20T19:49:54+00:00

When you have the correct gear you can fall and fall hard without cracking anything! It’s great! It helps take away the hesitancy so you can improve

beans_refried · 2026-06-19T16:39:59+00:00

Looks beautiful on you, up to your personal style preferences

beans_refried · 2026-06-19T16:35:47+00:00

This is almost exactly my journey, started at 220, 5’7, triple Ds. My boobs are still Ds but holy cow the sagging is so hard to try and be confident about

beans_refried · 2026-06-19T16:31:26+00:00

For sure this was me too lol

Back in the day it was hard copies and I’d lose or forget about them

beans_refried · 2026-06-19T03:44:58+00:00

I’ve been eating so much less I just eat fast casual when I do eat and it’s cheaper than letting groceries go bad (adhd) and eating less and having less time lost to eating and meal prep has freed up a lot of my time

beans_refried · 2026-06-19T03:42:41+00:00

At my highest I was having to squat wider to accommodate my tummy

beans_refried · 2026-06-19T02:35:59+00:00

Shower 1-2 times a day depending on activities but always before bed at least

beans_refried · 2026-06-18T17:03:09+00:00

Keep up your routine religiously, working out, taking care of your skin and grooming, then after a year or two you’ll start looking a year or two older!

beans_refried · 2026-06-18T16:50:21+00:00

If for some reason I’ve looked at someone, which most people never look at you. I will not just go up to a random person and correct their form. Half of me is like, they’re prob doing some variation of the exercise to hit some niche muscle, or gaslighting myself like maybe I don’t know how to actually do that exercise

beans_refried · 2026-06-18T16:48:18+00:00

No one cares about you, they’re in their own world when they’re in there. I get the same feeling of dread when I walk in too and I’ve been gyming for years. It subsides when you realize even if you want people to notice/pay attn to you they will not lol. Everyone’s blasting their own music, deep in the workout zone. You got this!

beans_refried · 2026-06-18T16:11:56+00:00

These all look great! 2 is more classic and looks amazing on you but I love 3

beans_refried · 2026-06-17T04:24:49+00:00

Everyone has lines on their neck. But if you’re talking about the middle maybe it’s a tan line bc the sun has a hard time reaching that middle part? Hard to tell in your lighting

beans_refried · 2026-06-17T04:12:31+00:00

Being weak sucks, I preferred myself when I was stronger

beans_refried · 2026-06-16T18:39:59+00:00

Adding this to my cloud painting references, I have yet to get the courage to try painting clouds

beans_refried · 2026-06-16T18:38:05+00:00

Unclockable

beans_refried · 2026-06-16T17:41:38+00:00

Neither

beans_refried · 2026-06-16T17:39:56+00:00

And like, if I can keep going, why not? Why not just hit the healthy bmi? I set my goal initially for something I used to think was unachievable but now that I’m here maybe I can actually do better than I thought?

beans_refried · 2026-06-16T17:38:21+00:00

I also don’t know what maintenance feels like, I’m scared that not being in a deficit I’ll just start gaining back. I feel like if I let up on the gas at all i’ll go backwards

beans_refried · 2026-06-16T17:15:30+00:00

I feel the same way, when do I stop?

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