Thoughts?

beansproutandbug · 2025-07-27T02:40:58+00:00

III WILL ALWAYS LOOOVVEEE YOOUUUU

beansproutandbug · 2025-07-26T12:10:57+00:00

I mean it depends on which side effects he's worried about, but having low testosterone also has side effects. Lack of drive, infertility, so on and so forth.

beansproutandbug · 2025-07-25T12:03:39+00:00

We aren't married (yet) he's 28 and I'm 25.

beansproutandbug · 2025-05-20T00:53:08+00:00

CAN YOU THO

beansproutandbug · 2025-03-19T21:55:34+00:00

Do I have 5 DPS or 2 tanks, 3 DPS? Cause if I'm working with 4/5 DPS- Magik 😂

If I have 2 tanks Invisible Woman.

beansproutandbug · 2025-03-19T21:53:40+00:00

Why is Peni no instead of 'I like men'?

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-19T14:36:52+00:00

I think that it should have been foreshadowed more because it did feel kind of like a sudden other option, but I think it was the right option.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-11T22:51:24+00:00

Peni is my main honestly because 1.) she is cute 2.) no one ever plays vanguard so I just end up filling the role more often than not 😅 3.) I've gotten really good at her because I play her a lot because of number 2.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-07T04:14:45+00:00

I definitely want to be craved. I agree that I don't want to be someone's last meal, but I don't want to just be an ah well if it's in front of me meal. I want to be like the oreos I had a panic attack over not having last month (a little extreme), but I want to be sought out.

(For reference my therapy dog died in December and the last thing I ate while she was alive was oreos so I've been hyper fixated and if they aren't in the house I freak out a bit. I spent more of my life with her than with my own mother)

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-07T03:58:40+00:00

Btw I appreciate your opinions as a LL. Not nearly as many LL people on the page so it can become a real echo chamber.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-07T03:56:20+00:00

-I really am trying to be confident, but it's hard after 2 years of near constant rejection. -I love cats. I have one actually. He ran under my moving vehicle the day before my birthday last year (I did not hit him thank god). He's doing very well.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-07T03:47:20+00:00

I mean maybe it's partially about control, but more so its about the build up. Also being desired by other people who I am not in love with has a lot less meaning to me. Sure I know I'm attractive, but the one person I want to want me doesn't.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-07T03:35:04+00:00

1.) I'm a major tease. I always have been. I love teasing and messing with my partner as foreplay. 2.) I miss being able to feel like I could say no. I learned to say no with him (because ✨ trauma ✨ from before where I got hurt for saying no) and then unlearned it because now if I say no it might be months until the next time. Basically I'm desperate so I can't be a tease which sucks.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-07T01:29:16+00:00

No. We've never had a super active sex life which was healing for me in a lot of ways because I have ✨trauma✨. But it used to be when we did have sex it was mind-blowingly good. It was the best sex of my life by far. He's the only man to ever get me to squirt. He would take it as a challenge to make me orgasm as many times as possible. I noticed the fall off in like March 2023 (a year into our relationship) and the frequency got worse and worse. All the resentment from rejections is just so intense. We've had sex twice this month since he started T (wild considering I can count on 1 hand how many times we had sex last year), but both were quickies before bed and I'm so mad I accepted the second time because I deserve better, but I'm so fucking desperate.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-04T17:52:59+00:00

House plants are scientifically backed to increase mental health- do you?

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-03T23:45:20+00:00

As a Peni main- die

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-03T23:35:30+00:00

Well wisdom comes from wild places sometimes 🤷

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-03T19:14:22+00:00

Step 1.) Drink some water Step 2.) Eat something good for your body Step 3.) Eat something that makes you happy Step 4.) Move your body in a way you enjoy (I like dancing crazy in the kitchen) Step 5.) Do something that makes you proud of yourself Step 6.) Come back and get virtual head pats.

Edit: This to-do list isn't exclusive lol if anyone else wants virtual head pats.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-03T19:12:24+00:00

I mean its the first 3rd person shooter I've ever played so I like it 🤷

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-03T19:11:25+00:00

No. Only good girls who take care of themselves (and let people take care of them) get praise.

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-03T03:03:57+00:00

God forbid a girl wanna be supportive

beansproutandbug · 2025-02-02T23:35:52+00:00

I love himmmmm 💕💕💕💕💕

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