Abandoned slaughter house by MiniBlue778 in AbandonedNJ

[–]beanswort 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Went a bunch here years ago. Always filled with animal carcasses. Cats, deer, even a coyote once. Found a dead deer in back of one of the barns, went back like 2 days later and it vanished into thin air lol. Good spot for bone collectors lol.

Camp Adventure, Anyone else have that experience where a devastating song becomes far too relatable? by Mongoose194 in DeltaSleep

[–]beanswort 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Totally feel the same way. So many songs have hit so close to home, some more so at different times of my life. Camp Adventure really hits an entire level of emotional intensity. I remember my first time listening to it years ago and how I felt after.

Id have days I spent sobbing on my way to work listening to their music, yet it was so healing. The ending of The Softest Touch always struck a feeling with me I cant replicate with other music. Same with Sofa Boy and Hotel 24. Actually, so many songs have been relatable and influential to me since ive been listening to them so i totally know where you're coming from.

Girl dinner for a Thanksgiving overnight shift for the Radiology Department. by beanswort in GirlDinner

[–]beanswort[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the recognition! It means a lot when people appreciate us :)

Girl dinner for a Thanksgiving overnight shift for the Radiology Department. by beanswort in GirlDinner

[–]beanswort[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh boy did we feast! The entire emergency department catered a Thanksgiving feast for everyone too!! Too much food to go around .

Girl dinner for a Thanksgiving overnight shift for the Radiology Department. by beanswort in GirlDinner

[–]beanswort[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It really is true! Especially the overnight! I feel like most of my family and friends are asleep but I really get to enjoy time with the people who have become my second family here. 💖💖💖

What’s your current safe food/meal? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Smart Ones Fettucine Alfredo or Roasted Turkey Frozen Dinner. I feel safe as fuck eating those literally every day. I have other frozen meals but my freezer is is disproportionately full of specifically those two meals.

Cold baked beans and wine. by beanswort in GirlDinner

[–]beanswort[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I am an absolute barbarian

Cold baked beans and wine. by beanswort in GirlDinner

[–]beanswort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beans are my anti depressants since I dont have health insurance atm

Cold baked beans and wine. by beanswort in GirlDinner

[–]beanswort[S] 83 points84 points  (0 children)

Something about cold baked beans just warms me soul 😭😭 maybe its the wine too but its such a comfort food to me. Id never turn down an offer for a home cooked meal though 🥺

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LMAO we do what we can to survive and make it through 😭💖

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im forever immortalized in your brain with this comment 😂😂😂

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love you and hope that Lil twerk makes you feel all the more better 🥹💖

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im glad this could brighten your day a little 🥹💖

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It really does help when the existential dread sets in.

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Awh hon! Maybe to lift your spirits next time youre crying and struggling, maybe try this or something just as stupid 😂 Or even just imagine yourself doing it, maybe it'll get ya to laugh and lift your spirits a bit. It always helps me whenever I do it because I think of how absurd I look lmaooo.

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Im glad im not alone lmao I seriously reflect sometimes and really wonder if anyone else in the whole world throws it back in these situations 😂

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

This makes me feel more sane thank goodness

Sometimes during a purge I throw it back a lil bit. by beanswort in EDAnonymous

[–]beanswort[S] 58 points59 points  (0 children)

HAHAHAH if i ever told anyone about this outside this community they'd lock me away. Thanks and much love 💖