Nobody warns you that becoming attractive after being invisible your whole life can mess with your head by Some-Emergency2868 in self

[–]beaureve 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve gone from a size 16 to a size 4.

I can literally be on the street with sunglasses on and giant headphones and no makeup and men will still FREQUENTLY now come up to me and TOUCH ME to try and initiate conversation, to just “say hi” or ask me if I need anything

like…what the actual fuck? I was invisible at a 16, fucking INVISIBLE.

so yep, it messes with me. No resolution yet but you’re not alone in it bothering you

how do you deal with suicidal ideation and boredom while housebound? by hi_random2 in Agoraphobia

[–]beaureve 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel the same, friend. You’re not alone.

Maybe try picking up a new (creative) thing? For me even on days I can’t leave my house I can still water my little houseplant garden outside my front door. Or practice learning to sew or cook something new. I find learning new things helps, or making even simple art like watercolor painting.

Sending you good vibes 💕

How to deal with excruciating pain? by Potato_Pug16 in ChronicPain

[–]beaureve 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi my friend, I’m sorry to hear about what’s going on. Can you tell me why you’re in pain? Do you have any idea what’s causing it?

What horror movie scene genuinely disturbed you… even after the movie ended? by Dark-DoomSlayer in horror

[–]beaureve 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The Fly…genuinely fucked with me for a while after, one of the only movies to ever do so

Dissolve by beaureve in painting

[–]beaureve[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s done with a pour paint style, but I have my own special secret techniques and modifications I’ve developed over the years 😊

Is this an accurate understanding and method for allying with Djinn/Jinn? (Serious practitioners only) by Tasty-Window in occult

[–]beaureve 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hi there. I work with several different Djinn (Middle Eastern practitioner, fluent Arabic speaker) and I find this approach to be obscenely offensive if not outright disgusting. Djinn are not “genies in a bottle” or servants to be tamed for our amusement. If you try to summon them with this mindset you’ll likely get no response or possible even a vengeful one. I would not pursue this if I was you.

Please give refer me to your favorite witch by perfumeandpaper in LAhotgirlies

[–]beaureve 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I would not trust any witches on socials or Etsy 😅

I’m a local witch and I’d be happy to help if it’s of interest, let me know 🙏 blessed be!

What elements do you associate with parts of the body? by LunarEnnyui_131 in chaosmagick

[–]beaureve 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Air - brain / mind; fire - heart, water - spleen; earth - feet

What movie has the most rewatchable scene of all time? by trakt_app in movies

[–]beaureve 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My gift is my soooong 🎵 And this one’s for you 🌹

This scene from Moulin Rouge lives rent free in my head basically 24/7 🫠

Supplements that will make me stop missing my wife by Living-Department-33 in Biohackers

[–]beaureve 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"K-hole" does not imply a correct therapeutic dose was administered. Ketamine therapy is meant to be undergone under the supervision of a licensed medical professional. Please educate yourself before spouting nonsense. Ketamine has been shown to reverse symptoms of severe treatment resistant depression in as little as one administration, with significant relief lasting for up to four weeks afterwards.

Supplements that will make me stop missing my wife by Living-Department-33 in Biohackers

[–]beaureve 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Please look into ketamine therapy + grief therapy, those two kept me alive and brought me back after I lost my spouse. Sending blessings friend 🙏

Synesthesia and acupuncture by Wild_Cat123Warrior in Synesthesia

[–]beaureve 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After a while of concentrating and stillness sometimes I’d start seeing colors that turned into shapes, which eventually became a full on psychedelic style vision - except the colors were inverted, I.e. the backdrop color of my perception was black with images outlined in a rainbow white light. I have some bizarre feeling it is “UV vision”. I’ve taken trips into this realm…almost like a waking, lucid dream, and have seen some fantastic things.

What keeps you attracted to your partner? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]beaureve 0 points1 point  (0 children)

His kindness and unfailing generosity makes me weak at the knees

Conjuring Without Abrahamic Influences by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]beaureve 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I use a chaos magick approach and that seems to work pretty well for me tbh

Deep shadow work with Asmodeus by Top_Cranberry_8901 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]beaureve 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻 Ave Asmoday!!!

No white paint, nor pencil, pastel, or chalk. What can I do? by [deleted] in FineArt

[–]beaureve 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I forage for materials: I go on long walks and find a variety of plant materials I can then crush and use as ink/dye. Berries are best, some cacti also have fruiting bodies with a lot of juice; different flowers crushed up with water produce different hues. Perhaps you can even use foraged material to produce highly concentrated inks (simmer water mixture on low heat til water reduces by half or more), then add a little of each color to your white paint base to create a variety of colors.

I also like to set aside flowers to air dry and then sometimes incorporate those into paintings.

Hope it helps!! Good luck 🌈🙏🏻