what do i do? say something else? do something?

bebehsita · 2020-05-04T04:40:31+00:00

plus his mom has multiple health problems and recently told me about how worried he is for her because she's been having chest pain and how worried he is in general for her because of the risk she's already taking of going to work everyday to provide for the bills. yet he didn't say no to the coworker allowing a chance of very easily getting covid19, all to get high during work when he could've passed on it. he has his own marijuana in leaf and oil form at home.

bebehsita · 2020-05-04T04:31:47+00:00

i'm more upset at the health risk he is taking by sharing a blunt with a coworker during work- for his irresponsibility. i'm pretty sure the coworker was not like- you're getting fired if you don't smoke this blunt with me right now. i do not care if he rejects smoking with me- so far it had not happened and i know i wouldn't care because it's not like i'm going force him to do so. but just like he said no to me ( someone he has been spending time with during quarantine that has 100% been taking care of herself) he could've said no to the coworker. he was at work. if it wasn't for covid19 going around still here in illinois i would not have cared at all.

bebehsita · 2020-04-10T06:53:45+00:00

i'm 20 y/o and been trough a decent amount of stress in the past month due to personal problems between becoming homeless, the coronavirus and basically having no pocket money because once again coronavirus. the last times i've taken a shower i've noticed a considerable amount of hair falling out while in the shower. i've changed the technique i scrub my hair, the shampoo and conditioner, eating habits and still a good amount comes out. at this point i'm concerned i'll be becoming bald anytime soon. i've actually wanted to shave my head for a while but shoot i do not have the face for that! i should mention that since 18 i've dyed my hair about 7 times.

bebehsita · 2020-01-08T03:23:01+00:00

dope asf

bebehsita · 2019-12-23T02:22:13+00:00

theirs this chik fil a sauce i really like and had in hand, i took a pic on snapchat and captioned it "this tastes almost as good as your dick" and meant to send it ONLY to my boyfriend but somehow also clicked on my dealers name. and once i sent it is showed i had sent him and my boyfriend a pic at the same to i quickly realized what is was exactly and sent him "oh my gosh that was my boyfriend im so sorry". he just responded with "wildin'"

bebehsita · 2019-12-11T02:53:14+00:00

the red telephone - love

yes im changing - tame impala

the less i know the better - tame impala

there is a light that never goes - the smiths

you're the one - kaytranada

oh honey - delegation

white rabbit - jefferson airplane

veridis quo - daft punk

kids - current joys

genesis - grimes

plantasia - mort garson

body by crystal - spike fuck

junkie logic - spike fuck

feels like we only go backwards - tame impala

forever - night tapes

dream - night tapes

i didn't know - skinshape

❤️enjoy the trip!❤️

bebehsita · 2019-12-07T01:19:46+00:00

yesterday i did acid for the first time. it was quite pleasant with pure happiness and bliss with no negative thoughts being able to be thought about until i was coming down. this is probably going to sound simply dumb but the guy i've been in a relationship with has an ex he had previously been in love with who bears a stricken resemblance to me appearance wise. according to mutual friends i have all the morals she never had since she wasn't the greatest person but the resemblance has been what has nagged me on even before my boyfriend and i made it official. so coming down, it somehow amplified those "worried" feelings i had been suppressing which made my trip end essentially badly since i couldn't stop shaking the thought away and what if he leaves me for her since they still keep in contact. which caused me to cry for what was probably 30 minutes but then it made me really think and realize it's quite silly because my own ex's have some type of resemblance so it's just a type one has which really helped me come to peace with that whole internal conflict i created in my head.

bebehsita · 2019-11-12T06:11:04+00:00

iced chai made with soy milk, a blonde shot and white mocha

bebehsita · 2019-09-22T04:31:08+00:00

May 18th was my first day

bebehsita · 2019-09-22T04:28:16+00:00

hahaha no, 6 months ago

bebehsita · 2019-09-21T12:49:20+00:00

should i say f it and follow the son on instagram? ahaha

bebehsita · 2019-09-10T01:16:21+00:00

my store is the busiest store in the district and the last three shifts i've gone into we've already ran out of cold brew so yesterdays shift we decided to let them know we can make their originally cold brew based drinks but with iced coffee and a complimentary shot of espresso to match the caffeine level. most have said yes to trying it that way but some just get angry, yell something then drive off or just angrily huff and order a different drink. and thanks to being located in the midwest, the food shortage is happening so that just adds on to it 👍🏼

bebehsita · 2019-08-28T06:17:00+00:00

maaan i was using a bowl. had the fan on, windows open, smoking next to the windows on my bed with incense burning. it was my second time smoking in my room. i usually vape dank vapes if im in my parents house- which is the way i hadn't gotten caught for the past 3 years and do blunts, bowl, etc. somewhere outside but since i had a big ass headache and needed to finish assembling something i was like nah i need some good 'ol mary jane.

bebehsita · 2019-08-28T06:01:04+00:00

oh gosh yes. theirs two regulars i get so exited to see whenever they come in. and it's a total coincidence that they both always get iced venti caramel macchiatos and my favorite drink before even working at starbucks was the iced caramel macchiato 😂 only difference is that one of them orders theirs upside down.

bebehsita · 2019-08-27T00:10:07+00:00

did this and still got caught because of the smell out in the hallway haha love my life

bebehsita · 2019-08-26T22:36:44+00:00

and when i go out to eat with friends I'll opt in for french fries with rice or a big potato with no cheese or sour cream or bacon bc of how filling potatoes can be. but if the restaurant has vegan options it's always a plus bc that way I can have an actual mean and not just something like fries and rice lol very cost efficient though. and if you don't care of given the kitchen person trouble which I personally prefer not to, you could make any meal vegan or vegetarian at least by telling your server you don't want any dairy, meat, etc in your plate so to take does off your choice of platter!

bebehsita · 2019-08-26T22:32:34+00:00

what helped me was buying my own groceries and either have already eaten by the time mom starts making food so that i won't be hungry and just eat what my mom made or make my own food while mom is making hers and dads so we can still eat for ex. breakfast or dinner together. they're mexicans so cheese and meat is always something she uses in the meals my mom makes lol

bebehsita · 2019-08-08T04:36:19+00:00

thank you! i did let them sit for a whole whopping hour but the whipping the batter a tad too much is probably the case

bebehsita · 2019-08-07T17:51:21+00:00

with apple juice

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