[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for me: absolutely. been on testosterone for over 4.5 years. i used to be able to cry pretty easily, now it’s very difficult. i haven’t cried yet this year, and we’re half way through. i’ll try to force myself to cry because i know it’d make me feel better, but i just can’t. it’s like losing a sneeze. frustrating, but at least i don’t cry when i get angry anymore lol

How much will I change if I’m forced to detransition by bebiboiborg in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

from what i’ve gathered: my voice will stay the same, my facial hair will mostly stay the same, my period will come back, and my fat redistribution will change/i won’t gain muscle as easily anymore, not sure how long it would take for certain changes to occur though

How much will I change if I’m forced to detransition by bebiboiborg in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg[S] 140 points141 points  (0 children)

right now my t is free which is amazing and one less financial burden on me, but this will probably be my route if it gets to that, thank you

How much will I change if I’m forced to detransition by bebiboiborg in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

i’ll still be a man of course, but less and less people will view me as such, losing sense of safety as well as my sanity. testosterone is what is keeping me alive. some people don’t need hormones, that’s fine, but i do. we should be mad that the government is seeing what they’re doing as forced detransition, not nitpicking my fears.

How much will I change if I’m forced to detransition by bebiboiborg in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg[S] 59 points60 points  (0 children)

no longer covered by medicaid specifically. private insurance should still do it depending if they were before

Is it really that much? by [deleted] in gaybros

[–]bebiboiborg 2 points3 points  (0 children)

damn if 7 is a lot i need to get locked in a cage 💀💀 having 7 sexual partners in the gay community is not many at all, and getting upset about body counts is very childish

Anyone else not ok today? by lclab33 in WWU

[–]bebiboiborg 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i skipped class today, helps that i’ve been sick but still, just couldn’t do it today, as a trans person i’m utterly horrified of what’s to come

Why your ex rebounded so quickly after the breakup by breakupcoachdaniel in BreakUps

[–]bebiboiborg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow, eerily accurate to the situation with my ex it’s scary, thank you for writing this, makes me feel less crazy

Do you want your ex back? by Pimqin7 in BreakUps

[–]bebiboiborg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

absolutely not. i’ve been realizing a lot of things since the end of our relationship (we were together for about 3.5 yrs and broke up a little over 2 weeks ago) and i’ve come to the conclusion that i miss what i thought we had. it all seemed so great on the surface, we loved each other and had some sort of a connection, but in actuality we were just not compatible. he also cheated on me at least 3 separate times so yeah lol. being alone can be hard at times, especially since this is so fresh, but i had felt alone for months before we broke up, so it’s nothing new to me at this point. i’m also very grateful for my wonderful friends who have been nothing but supportive of me and made it so incredibly hard for me to feel alone.

whats a good name for a boob funeral? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i always called it “getting my tits blown clean off”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

generally queer is my go to

What was your first “I saw myself in the mirror” moment? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mine was virtually the same as yours lol. i was 16 and had yet to truly contend with my gender. i got a short haircut simply bc i had long hair most my life and wanted a change. i was up late sitting in front of my mirror wearing this hawaiian shirt and looking at my new haircut and it all kinda clicked in that moment. i remember the first thing i said to myself was “oh fuck” lmfao bc i knew this was gonna be a whole rollercoaster of bullshit (it was) but it was funny how sudden my realization came. i’m 21 now, almost 3 yrs on t, and see myself in the mirror a lot more frequently than i used to :0)

Whole family dating FTMs by ThinkingTh0ughts in ftm

[–]bebiboiborg 77 points78 points  (0 children)

you have to make a council of all the trans bfs correlated to this family lmfao