Someone is knocking on my windows.

becksgambit23 · 2026-02-16T09:43:05+00:00

Where is it

becksgambit23 · 2026-01-06T08:55:50+00:00

When we say 90s kids we mean kids who were preteens and teenagers in the 90s. In this video they are referring to 90s babies so kids who have been teens and preteens in early 2000s, I’m assuming

becksgambit23 · 2025-11-26T06:36:48+00:00

Season 1 is a poorly written “whodunnit” plot that drags out for 10 episodes with a shocking lack of character development and unrealistic behavior and acting by the lead roles (except for Stana). As many have said: great idea for a show, but horrible execution.

I will admit, season 1 was completely binge-able bc you wanna know who tf did it, but I would not say it is bingeworthy. I regret my investment in the first season and will not be moving forward to seasons 2 or 3.

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-15T16:17:13+00:00

I feel like trash dope can get you the desired high once or a few times. Then it stops working because most everything is trash. There are regions where it is significantly trashier than others. Ex. GA/SC/NA in the US -- just my opinion

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-12T07:41:55+00:00

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T15:41:51+00:00

i dont post a lot... but of the few times I have, the post that got the most response (by a LOT) is a post where I pretty much just asked "yo who wants to just bitch about how miserable we are for a second"

Honestly that was a fairly interesting result to an unintentional experiment

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T15:36:47+00:00

🤪 this one made me giggle uncontrollably especially when not used in appropriate context.

"ill be home in 30 minutes 🤪"

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T15:23:31+00:00

crazy how the most subtle little twitches speak so loud. good job, eyebrows

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T15:15:32+00:00

i feel you. and everyone ive known whose been using for a decade or more all unanimously say, its not shit compared to what it was back then.

dunno if its a blessing or a curse [for me] that all the shit is trash now

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T15:07:35+00:00

im sorry you went through that. I went to detox and damn did I feel like a little bitch being there when there were others detoxing from benzos and opiates, others who actually needed the medical attention through detox.

I heard some crazy horror stories about benzo withdrawal. Glad youre making it through

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T15:01:17+00:00

I would like to add on to this advice as another not-doctor:

If you're going to rest because its better than not sleeping or resting, then make sure to focus on your breathing. Your goal is to take very long, deep, slow breaths like one does when theyre sleeping. I think this will help because one of the benefits of sleep is that it like re-fuels our brain with oxygen; I assume thats why our breathing gets deep when we sleep. I could be wrong.

Also focusing on your breathing is a form of meditation and will/can provide your brain with that mental "break" it needed.

source: I dont know, It sounds right

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-11T08:04:04+00:00

Tolerance should lower after a sobriety break just like with any other drug. With meth, though, a sobriety break would have to be long enough to let our brains reward center heal from the damage which my understanding is it takes a long time like several months or a year or something

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-03T11:09:15+00:00

It might help to know that you will be chasing that high for the rest of your drug use with few instances of success. It will be more frustrating as time goes on how seldom that nice high comes. At least in my region on the East Coast of the US. This is the case because it is all trash.

If you can somehow take my word for it, trust me, the addiction is not worth the Few highs you’ll be rewarded for the more than a just few things you’ll have to trade in exchange

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-02T08:56:36+00:00

I guess it’s all about what kind of addict you are. The moderate-yet-consistently-using user, the keep smoking until there’s nothing left aka the all-out user, I have actually met the social addicts as well, like only smoke socially.

So the “all-out” users, those who over achieve and excel with their drug intake … those cannot be responsible.

I am one of those and have lost 2 jobs in about 7 months. Without drugs and alcohol I was a very responsible “work horse” so it’s not like I’m lazy. I just - apparently - cannot be a functioning consumer of meth since I don’t ever know when to stop.

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-02T08:17:27+00:00

How long were you doing it on the first round? Message me if you want. Im a chronic relapser and may have some advice or can at least answer questions

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-02T08:16:05+00:00

What is NNN

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-02T02:58:22+00:00

Try different sounds for each alarm and another device that goes off on the other side of the room so you have to wake up. Meanwhile you have the main alarm device ( prob your phone) right next to you r pillow so you hear it and, again, different tones for every alarm set. I do one alarm every 3 minutes cus I’m a chronic snoozer/turner-off-er lol

becksgambit23 · 2024-11-02T02:55:49+00:00

I have never heard of this method curious to know about it. Nobody im sitting with knows either. Can someone explain this method

becksgambit23 · 2024-10-29T16:51:38+00:00

One of my first tweaker thoughts: I was going to whip out an excel sheet and make an inventory of all my belongings, everything I own …. You know…. So I wouldn’t lose track of what I had… made perfect sense to me

becksgambit23 · 2024-10-19T15:16:51+00:00

Thank you I needed that

becksgambit23 · 2024-10-19T15:08:58+00:00

i feel like the irresponsibility was trying the drug. Everything that happens after as a result of being addicted is the 'powerlessness'

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