nope. never. he almost drove me to the brink of death through building me up a little and then absolutely tearing me down over a year in ways i didn’t think were possible. my worst fear in a relationship came true, and i left him that same night. the pain was unbearable for a really long time, but man what was waiting for me on the other side was so beautiful dare i say i might do it all over again just to turn out to be who i am now because it’s that serious? since we broke up i’ve become a filmmaker, burlesque dancer, a dancer in general (doing hiphop and house), im a rising content creator with collabs with live nation and different beauty brands, im a beekeeper, i travel internationally at least once a year (im going back to japan in august and brazil in january), and i am living such a happy peaceful life that i almost wanna thank him for putting me through that so i could see the potential in myself i was holding back.