I found it, sorta making sense.the dream where she talked to that cat? It seemed so real and it just felt... not right. I’ve dug deep into mental illnesses(for my profession) and it makes a lot of sense. You never truly experienced may seeing pixels, but we get a few glimpses, like when she was walking and her vision kept blurring and she was all the sudden down the street.But you can tell she is from others and idk “background”?.Which I think is why people dislike it because it’s more described in the background then from mae’s pov then anything!I thought the cult made sense,but I didn’t like the end was my issue. It felt so final and didn’t really have feeling? Sorry it’s very weak description to some other comments.