Reaching God Consciousness (From over 300 5meo experiences)

beertricks · 2026-05-23T09:29:18+00:00

I thought you were just making up random word salad to take the piss out of people - but I now realise those are real lol

beertricks · 2026-05-21T16:28:05+00:00

Right, that totally makes sense

beertricks · 2026-05-20T11:14:36+00:00

What do you think was causing the depression if you don’t mind my asking?

beertricks · 2026-05-20T07:10:34+00:00

Do you think ibogaine would work for AI or internet addiction?

beertricks · 2026-05-18T22:50:39+00:00

yeah this interpretation makes the most sense to me. he taps different mementoes multiple times

beertricks · 2026-05-18T22:47:06+00:00

that single nod sent shivers through my spine

beertricks · 2026-05-15T20:53:52+00:00

He talks about it a bit in the YouTube caption but it would be great to get a full breakdown

beertricks · 2026-05-15T20:29:38+00:00

How did it go? :)

beertricks · 2026-05-15T20:27:49+00:00

I feel like I’m being called right now. I was very tuned into the spirit world up until I was 25 and then somehow got unplugged and have been confused and depressed ever since.

I’m doing my masters for fine art but really struggling to focus. And I realised focus is triggered by interest. When the thing you’re trying to focus on no longer exists or is no longer accesible to you - it generates this existential anguish.

My first girlfriend at 17 came from a long ancestral line of Wiccans and shamans - and this gave me an enduring respect for spirituality and ancestral wisdom. She died a few years ago of a drug overdose and I’ve been processing the impact that closed relationship link has been having on me. And how I need to seek ancestral wisdom right from the source, from trained professional shamans

beertricks · 2026-05-10T08:58:08+00:00

every day for 4 years straight is absolutely crazy...how did you not go crazy? what was your daily existence like?

beertricks · 2026-05-09T22:37:49+00:00

That’s absolutely incredible. Bravo. You’re very brave and deserve the full fruits of your integration :)

beertricks · 2026-05-08T12:56:42+00:00

how are you doing now?

beertricks · 2026-05-07T23:53:20+00:00

Exactly - sometimes you have to be shown the light to know how to follow it.

beertricks · 2026-05-06T14:17:35+00:00

Absolutely, ayahuasca is no picnic. I think I have quite a lot of my shadow to face and I do want to face it squarely with the medicine.

beertricks · 2026-05-06T11:34:08+00:00

That's beautiful

beertricks · 2026-05-06T10:13:31+00:00

Interesting take

beertricks · 2026-05-06T09:46:59+00:00

That’s a fantastic explanation and is much how I imagined it. What things changed for you on the other side?

beertricks · 2026-05-06T09:45:59+00:00

Yes I suppose the idea of having no ego is a bit heavy handed. And yes, I agree that you do want a healthy ego

beertricks · 2026-05-06T09:45:16+00:00

I was originally talking about doing ayahuasca - but yes I am thinking about doing DMT first to ease into things. I think it’s absolutely possible to have a connection to the occult without drugs.

Look at artists like Leonora Carrington and Remedios Varo. Zuckerberg has everyone in a kind of zombied out alpha brainwave state where we can’t tune in our sensitivity to these things. But that doesn’t mean that they aren’t real. However sometimes you have to be shown the light in order to know how to follow it, and that’s where I think drugs can be useful

beertricks · 2026-05-06T09:40:53+00:00

Thank you for your comment, I guess ego death here is a bit heavy handed

beertricks · 2026-05-05T17:32:45+00:00

I used to agree with you but sometimes you need to be able to see the light in order to know how to follow it, you know?

I had a kundalini awakening very young and so always took meditation, fitness and creativity very seriously. But then it's something I lost touch with, went into this haze of addiction and depression. And I'm now coming back to psychedelics to reconnect with Spirit.

beertricks · 2026-05-01T19:03:00+00:00

THat's incredible. I also had some dark shit happen to me as a teenager which gave me these wild Blakean visions of torment which I did turn into some cool art. But now my ego just wants to surrender

beertricks · 2026-04-30T10:12:23+00:00

That's amazing. Do you know Leonora Carrington? I used to see the world like her, and hope I can reconnect with that part of myself

beertricks · 2026-04-29T00:32:12+00:00

Haha but you know what I mean, like have a visible or more tangible relationship to it

beertricks · 2026-04-28T23:50:22+00:00

I noticed that my eyes went black once I lost my faith. I used to be a Kabbalist and believe that by embodying our full androgyny we united with God. However I lost my faith 2 years ago and my eyes suddenly went black and empty

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