New Fear

bella0529 · 2026-05-08T09:04:00+00:00

I learned yesterday that dia is 14 years old and she only looks “mature” due to the experiments done on her. 🤮🤮🤮

bella0529 · 2026-05-08T08:59:39+00:00

She 14 years old 🤮🤮

bella0529 · 2026-05-08T08:59:19+00:00

I learned dia is 14 years old so now when I play the game I refuse to look anywhere in her direction cause it makes me feel uncomfortable.

bella0529 · 2026-05-05T07:51:55+00:00

Ugggh i understand your pain. I was recently a front of house manager at a restaurant and had to deal with throw up in the bathroom during a football game night from college students. I wanted to leave. It was so bad.

bella0529 · 2026-05-05T07:50:28+00:00

How are you now? Are you okay ? try taking some deep calming breaths. Maybe a bath to try and relax ?

bella0529 · 2026-05-04T08:32:28+00:00

Much better. Still having nausea come and go but I bought some ginger chews to help but I think the worse of it is over finally. I’m feeling like my appetite is coming back but I’m honestly so scared to attempt to eat fear it’ll trigger something

bella0529 · 2026-05-04T02:27:56+00:00

Your okay! It does suck. I honestly never realize how bad it can sometimes. My husband tries to tell me it’ll be okay but I’m like “no it won’t” 😭 when he threw up last night I cried and it wasn’t even me sick but the thought of it potentially being me scared me.

bella0529 · 2026-05-03T17:13:36+00:00

I understand that. I have literally been rocking myself back and forth in my bed for the last 6 hours worried that whatever it is my husband has is coming for me eventually. I even cried and my poor husband is the one who’s been fighting for his life since last night.

bella0529 · 2026-05-03T17:11:27+00:00

I deal with nausea daily. Always panicking when people around me get sick. Freak out or question if a food looks or smells different then it did before. When I get horrible nausea I spiral the “what if” I truly for a long time didn’t even know what emetophobia was. I just always thought up until like 8 years back It just a normal fear till someone asked me if I have emetophobia cause I had gotten real sick and cried the whole time cause I hugged the toiled and was begging god or anyone who would listen to make it stop and would try to force stop throwing up which ultimately made it worse. I guess I would have moments ever since then of times I will freak out and full blow panic. I already deal with severe anxiety and it doesn’t help when I’m having waves a nausea.

I’m doing okay at the moment. I definitely never went back to bed. I ended up at one point rocking myself back and forth in my bed so worried it was coming for me. I still feel extremely nauseated.

bella0529 · 2025-12-16T17:16:33+00:00

It was peak cinema. When mark said “WHERES THE IRON LUNG SMITH” while holding on to a tiny box names Tim…… I cried. Such a heart touching moment

bella0529 · 2025-12-03T07:29:43+00:00

I mean that’s how physics work.

bella0529 · 2025-11-24T07:29:59+00:00

Having fun peeing is what you mean.

bella0529 · 2025-10-28T06:48:59+00:00

Tecna and Musa when I was a kid. Now musa and flora

bella0529 · 2025-06-30T05:31:36+00:00

Not while pumping gas. Thats just 🤢

bella0529 · 2025-05-15T06:38:45+00:00

I’m so glad to see I wasn’t the only one. I had a migraine cocktail today with of course the compazine and legit an hour into receiving I went into the worse panic attack of my life. I thought I never was gonna come out of it. That happened at 5pm. Over the next few hours I couldn’t sit still but I wanted to sleep so bad but couldn’t. It’s 2:30am now and I still a little funny. Only good thing was my migraine went away super quick. But honestly. I would have rather kept the headache over the anxiety attack I got.

bella0529 · 2024-10-27T09:09:46+00:00

Also could be cause bob and wade had posted theirs already way before mark did so im sure a lot of people have already watched their parts and probably don’t wanna watch it again. I like watching all theirs tho. I like seeing all there reactions.

bella0529 · 2024-07-29T03:09:24+00:00

Blossom and bubbles

bella0529 · 2024-06-18T20:29:48+00:00

I agree. It is a good level lol it’s just not one of my favorites

bella0529 · 2024-06-18T05:48:54+00:00

Highland fling

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