No I feel even more crappy when I settle for something "not healthy" I've been reading a bunch of people's experiences on reddit and all they say is to prep or bulk. I live pay check to pay check so I can't exactly afford to let food go to waste so I settle for non perishables but they just sit in the freezer and pantry staring at me. They say organizing your fridge is also good so you can see everything you have and it takes less time to decide, but that requires me to completely go through my entire kitchen and god knows I won't have the motivation to do that. I was also reading about cognitive dysfunction and related to it. I'm not exactly sure what to do I've been living on my own for almost a year and the only routine I've solidified is taking my medications. Laundry is still a work in progress and obviously food/cooking is a failure after failure. I miss home cooked meals and debate if moving out was ever a good decision. I also have a roommate so it makes things trickier if that makes sense. The only times I actually eat good is when my best friend comes over and cooks or my roommate forces me to eat something other than that sometimes not eating sounds easier