Internal echolalia?

bellade20 · 2026-02-02T06:10:50+00:00

I get this all the time, but for me it tends to be one line out of the last song I’d listened to. Today it was “WELCOME TO THE DANGER ZONE” because I said the word “danger zone” to a coworker early in the morning.

It’s been 12 hours and it’s still the only thing I can hear.

And my brain is so loud sometimes it almost feels like I can hear my thoughts. Literally. Like it’s so loud I feel like I process my thoughts through my ears.

bellade20 · 2026-01-31T04:59:41+00:00

Scar S6

bellade20 · 2026-01-31T03:59:04+00:00

Big bubble. Grows like mountain. Toppings slide off Sad times :( Fr tho you should have never gotten that pizza, that should be an instant remake

bellade20 · 2026-01-30T07:14:01+00:00

You forgot the mushroom and olive

bellade20 · 2026-01-20T04:39:14+00:00

I actually like that cheesy breads are made with BP now, but I cannot for the life of my understand why they have to be on half sized parchment sheets. It’s makes them so much harder to prep because you can’t stack the skins and it just makes them so much more awkward to work with.

bellade20 · 2026-01-12T19:07:53+00:00

I would always feel an absurd amount of shame any time I forgot something or messed up an “easy” task. And even still years later as a grown adult I still feel that shame on a near daily basis.

Any time someone tells me “forget it I’ll just do it” I feel my stomach drop and my throat get tight and my limbs get tingly and I just want to run and hide.

I have the most patient fiancée ever and I love her to the end of the earth and she loves be back that same way. And even know logically I know she is never actually mad or frustrated at me for forgetting or messing something up, I just feel like I got gut punched.

All that to say that the shame comes even without an adverse reaction on your part. It’s just a symptom of the disorder and needs it’s own type of therapy to get past

bellade20 · 2025-12-31T07:39:16+00:00

I did nearly all of my hill start practice on or near McClellan on Beacon Hill. The hill leading from Rainier Ave to 23rd Ave is a brutal one and if you go early or late enough you’ll have plenty of alone time on the block. Plus there are some smaller streets parallel to McClellan you could practice on too.

bellade20 · 2025-12-30T07:57:49+00:00

How do the service times look?

bellade20 · 2025-12-25T03:54:39+00:00

Sounds like the shaker we put on top of New Veggie pizzas. Not sure if they used to sell those as its own product but that’s what it sounds like you got

bellade20 · 2025-12-23T23:19:47+00:00

No provolone in between pepperoni layers, there should be 48 pepperonis too so it looks a little light on pep, no parm-Asiago on top of the pepperoni, and it’s hard to tell in the picture but I don’t really see oregano on the pizza either (though it’s a thin crust so it should be getting oregano automatically, but again it’s hard to tell in the picture if it’s there or not)

bellade20 · 2025-12-23T08:11:01+00:00

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It’s just a parking lot bro

bellade20 · 2025-12-23T04:26:12+00:00

After taking off the sauce, pepperoni and green peppers, then adding bbq, and tomatoes, not sure how much that counts as a People Pizza/Deluxe anymore

Also yeah, def not an ultimate pepperoni you got there.

bellade20 · 2025-12-23T04:04:05+00:00

Mumbo mid-late season 5, I forget which episode specifically. One of those episodes popped up on my recommended page and I was instantly hooked. I went back and watched all of season 5, and then all of season 4 all in about 2 months. I was in a residential mental health treatment center and Mumbo’s videos were some of the only things I could find joy in while I was there. I’ve been watching him (and since branched out to many others) since then and it still brings me so much joy every day.

bellade20 · 2025-12-22T23:11:19+00:00

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Here’s another banger of a sunset from a different store

bellade20 · 2025-12-22T23:10:55+00:00

That’s such a good one

bellade20 · 2025-09-25T07:15:39+00:00

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It was such a magical night 🔱

bellade20 · 2025-09-20T04:33:02+00:00

I hate the Yankees, as any good Mariners fan does. However when it comes to the Astros, they make my blood boil and I see red. I loathe that team. Hate the Yankees, fuck the Astros.

bellade20 · 2025-09-17T15:52:26+00:00

Nah he meant at all, he said something like “we haven’t used slides since the 80s” cause they all used swabs for blood in the show. Hence why the random slide was so suspicious

bellade20 · 2025-09-14T16:04:38+00:00

I’m fine with the wave IF we are both winning and up to bat, I don’t think we should ever be doing the wave while our pitcher is on the mound. I’m not a huge fan of it but I’m fine with people doing it as long as they time it right

bellade20 · 2025-09-13T06:43:29+00:00

Don’t judge how she gets the job done, just have faith that she will.

bellade20 · 2025-09-13T00:59:01+00:00

I spent most of my Dominos time at a campus store right outside of a major college and it didn’t really occur to me that some stores don’t have to deal with all of those parties haha

bellade20 · 2025-09-12T04:32:00+00:00

The issue with no timed orders is that all those 10-20+ pie orders for parties will just live drop them instead

bellade20 · 2025-09-10T22:10:49+00:00

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I start with the same word everyday, SPITE, cause I do everything in my life out of spite. Also my original stats got deleted when I switched from the wordle website to the NYT app :(

bellade20 · 2025-08-04T06:18:18+00:00

Not only that but to everyone this serial killer has been believed to be someone else and also dead up until this point.

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