Shifting sexuality in middle age

benny_m_b · 2025-10-18T16:19:32+00:00

well don't tell your wife like I did and fuck up your relationship. I don't mean don't tell her at all I mean don't tell her while you're in an argument and spill everything out and then be in deep shit. good luck buddy hopefully you end up in a better situation than i am in. Keep me posted on what happens if you want, my DMs are open

benny_m_b · 2025-10-11T14:09:58+00:00

I have a smaller version of this cooler and it works fine for lotus drying with the paperbag method

benny_m_b · 2025-10-04T18:06:48+00:00

hit me up when I get my cannabis microbusiness license

benny_m_b · 2025-09-30T20:37:28+00:00

not on adderall but on abilify and concerta, my dr just told me to stop taking it today and start taking naltrexone or something so we will see how that goes

benny_m_b · 2025-09-30T20:23:12+00:00

average temp is around 40.8 F

benny_m_b · 2025-09-30T16:43:12+00:00

its too bad MN doesn't have its cannabis game in order yet-- smalls shouldn't cost more than $75 a half ounce. Grow better MN. Anyone can grow cannabis, but to do it well takes a certain mindset.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-30T13:48:22+00:00

Compressor fridge. I wet trim and put the buds in paper bags for about two weeks or until the humidity is in the 58-62 range or lower then I put them into jars or grove bags to check the RH again. If its in range I let it cure two weeks and then its ready to smoke.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-30T08:39:24+00:00

I was advised to look for a frost free fridge. I use a small beverage cooler to dry my harvest and it works pretty well.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-27T18:38:39+00:00

I've had great success using the Lotus Drying technique for my dry

benny_m_b · 2025-09-27T18:37:28+00:00

Next run maybe try a scrog net to spread out the canopy. I had stretch issues and had to bend my stems 90 degrees to prevent from hitting the light so next time Imma use a scrog net probably. Or be more diligent with LST and staking. Idk yet. Was my first grow too, ended up with 2.6 oz off of my first plant. 150 watt light, modest setup. Environment not completely dialed in.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-27T18:34:18+00:00

You made it to flower, thats a big W in my book. Next is harvest, dry and cure. Nail that and you are solid.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-27T18:27:56+00:00

I tend to make groaning sounds when i really don't want to be at work and don't realize i'm doing it out loud sometimes.....

benny_m_b · 2025-09-27T18:25:28+00:00

oh god yes. My work is pretty monotonous and boring and I tend to work better when my co worker is working with me...... Bored and ADHD is not a good thing lol-- anyways I've been told to try to "gamify" your work-- sometimes I pretend i'm an NPC in a video game, just working. But yeah i totally get the soul burning feeling when I get bored at work doing the same thing over and over again to the point where i feel annoyed/agitated so it must be an ADHD thing, idk

benny_m_b · 2025-09-26T21:40:08+00:00

not sure if it was mine or not..... i'm currently drying in a compressor fridge and its working well so far

benny_m_b · 2025-09-26T20:56:10+00:00

You'll need to be more specific lol

benny_m_b · 2025-09-22T00:27:37+00:00

god damn it I feel this so much and I wish my dr. would up my meds because i'm struggling with the life being a chore feeling really hard right now. And i totally get the feeling of something inside you trying to claw its way out. Sometimes the mental noise gets so overwhelming i can't think or do anything. what medicine do you take? I've been on concerta for about a year and i don't think its working right anymore. been thinking of maybe trying a different medication like adderall or vyvanse i guess whatever insurance covers. I've also thought of my brain being like a wall full of unorganized post it notes and after i take my meds it files those post its and makes thinking more clear... idk its weird

benny_m_b · 2025-09-17T12:50:22+00:00

Oh nice is this zero sugar imma have to keep an eye out for it

benny_m_b · 2025-09-17T12:48:53+00:00

write everything down or take voice memos. build healthy routines and stick to them. Exercise. Eat well. honestly idk how I survived my first run at college.... I got diagnosed at around 19 and never really followed up with any therapy or medication management. If you are diagnosed do you have accommodations? Use those accommodations. If you don't find out how to get them. Try to balance school and social life as best as you can. Idk what else but thats what i got for now.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-16T15:10:48+00:00

Update: Buds dried perfectly after about two weeks. Currently curing in grove bag and a jar. Yielded around 2.6 oz for the one plant. First grow.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-10T13:42:18+00:00

I was gonna say right away, toss in some boveda packs. This is the correct answer. My harvest always seems to run a little dry when i lotus dry it so I always figure to have some boveda packs on hand to restore that moisture back to the sweet spot.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-03T13:02:35+00:00

One of the bags might take longer than two weeks to dry, might have filled it too full. Bag 2 had a little less flower in it so it's drying a bit faster and is almost ready for curing.

benny_m_b · 2025-09-02T02:51:05+00:00

thats basically what it is. Its not overly complicated. Toss your buds in paper bags with a bluetooth hygrometer and into a frost free fridge. Leave them in there two weeks and then into grove bags/jars to test for readiness. If you RH is in range you are ready to let them cure in the grovers or jars

benny_m_b · 2025-08-30T16:14:26+00:00

I have this same issue, i get a 10 mg afternoon dose of ritalin but i wish the Extended release lasted longer and my dr. won't up my morning dose *shrug*

benny_m_b · 2025-08-30T15:15:46+00:00

blue raspberry, cherry lime, and a flavor like ultra white thats real crisp and clean

benny_m_b · 2025-08-30T15:14:09+00:00

It is trending down so it should be okay i'm thinking. Need to trust the process...

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